I'm so fucking crazy

[varanusdraconus]

Do you want to know what I learned this evening??? It is that trust is such a fragile thing and it can cause you to be very paranoid when your grieving. I have been very suspicious of some close friends of some really horrible impossible things. Not going into any detail I owe them an appology up front. I have been wrong about a few things actually

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[kytrax]

J, we all knew you were a paranoid fly on the wall. No need for apologies!

[starkistasis]

Everybody has crazy thoughts. What I do now is give them at least a few hours before acting on them or telling anyone (except Ken, maybe). Then I usually find that I'm so fucking glad that no one but me knows what an ass I was being. I guess it's similar to engaging the manual mouth filter.