I didn't write this, but I saw it... And it's true for me, so I wanted to post it ( Read more... )

I think that I've passed a point of no return. Yesterday, I made the decision to move out of my house this summer. I'll give you one guess as to who I'll be moving in with ( Read more... )

If I had a girl friend I could talk to about this, I would. But I don't. So, readers, whoever you are... I'll just talk to you instead ( Read more... )

So... Sometimes it happens that I'm only really able to communicate how I'm feeling through poetry. Keep in mind that it's almost midnight, please ( Read more... )

i miss you most when it rains.

vie

So... There's a boy. And I have to be quick cause he's coming over in 10 minutes. He's a couple months older than me, and he likes me. Don't get me wrong... I don't like him. But he's an amazing guy. He holds the values that I would want someone I marry to hold, and he has the personality of someone who I could be with in the distant future. He's ( Read more... )

It's especially hard not to go back to you when I'm this lonely. That would be stupid, anyways... Carrying on a relationship purely from loneliness. I've been growing spiritually, and I do look to God as my companion... But he himself said that it is not good that man should be alone. Just... Knowing that there's someone out there who understands ( Read more... )

So... Shopping for a dress for the formal night at my school. I found a *gorgeous* dark blue strapless which is great. We have it on hold, but... I'm kinda holding out for a green one. Blue dulls my eyes, and green really brightens them up. Well... That's really all that's going on in my life that's worth mentioning. Pretty sad, but true. The rest ( Read more... )

Well... It's been forever since I've posted on here. A lot has happened since then.
I'll just stick to the highlights.
I've realized that it will take me years to get over E, and that that experience has made me want to stay away from relationships for the rest of my life.
OK... Maybe not that long. But for a very long time, anyways.
My relationship ( Read more... )

So... Me and M are officially going out. :) He continues to be just as sweet as ever, though I don't get to see him as much as I would like. Also, the other evening I talked to Eke on the phone for 3 hours... That was interesting. We got quite a bit of stuff resolved, and I had to face my pain yet again. But it's gotten a *lot* better. Anyways, I  ( Read more... )