Just a little update on my life...

[vartansgirl]

I'm falling into an abyss and I'm doubtful that I'll ever be able to climb out again. This goes soooooooo much deeper than my suspected PMDD. Deeper than anyone knows. I can't get stop, I can't get out...and I'm finding less and less people give a shit. I have NO ONE to talk to. no one.

A song that descibes, well, everything...

I open my eyes

Comments

[ms_tazmin]

Please, PLEASE call your doctor! If he/she won't/can't help you, KEEP LOOKING! I had to go through several doctors before I found one who could help me. I developed serious peri-menopausal symptoms in my early 30's and just wanted to die. But I got through it -- you will too.

And you're wrong about one thing: People DO give a shit! I do.

Please take care of yourself and let us know how you're doing. ::hugs::

[vartansgirl]

Thanks so much for replying and caring even though you don't know me. I'm totally not ready for a doctor. At present my suspicion of PMDD is the least of my issues. Other things are going on during times of the month when that is not and I'm not really ready to openly talk about that. I can't tell anyone around me in my life...my friends and family are not the kind of people that would understand this. They would freak out and get scared and I would just end up feeling worse. Point is...I'm just not ready to let it out there yet. I DO have happy moments..sometimes...and I would be REALLY happy if I could find the graphics I want to get my lj looking the way I want...anyone want to make me a beautifully gorgeous gale harold header?