I'm a fast paced gal in a fast paced city. All I need is someone to keep up with me, is that too much to ask??

There was a point in my ife when I wanted soooo much to stop caring about her....but apart of me can't live without her. I miss her sooo much and I feel like she has totally written me off.

"im feeling sick, sick of this.

tired, worn out, irritated.

i miss my best friend. i miss feeling her hugs and seeing her smile. i miss everything about her ( Read more... )

I'm over it.

"Fear is the heart of love"

but really now....I'm over this live journal crap. what's the point of writing when you don't know or care about anyone that reads it??

They have diagnosed me with ADHD....awesome.

Now I have a reason to be crazy.

2 ct amethyst (my birthstone) with 6 surrounding diamonds on a platinum plated band.....need I say more?!?!?! 
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For a while I felt like I was losing grip, now I feel invincible ( Read more... )

fuck cali we're moving to CANADA! <3

Just When I think everything has turned to shit, I find out...

Everything Is Perfect

We are perfect

I am perfect(ly) content)

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sometimes I want to get over it all...all the drama all the ex girlfriends all the insecurity but I can't
        (look me in the heart and tell me you wont go)
It's like everytime I think I'm ok something happens and every ounce of  anger, hate and animosity just conjures up inside me until I feel faint.
                (look me in the eyes and tell ( Read more... )

I found so many old journals and things I had written to myself. Poems, songs, letters that were never expressed aloud. It makes me sad how I never take the time to really vent on paper anymore. I used to have such an extensive vocab and a feel for the things I would write, now I'm lazy. I really need some motivation. I was thinking about finishing ( Read more... )