I'm doing well with this, no?
Ashes to Ashes
Now let me get this out first. It is in no way a terrible show, in fact compared to most things on the BBC it's pretty good.
My disappointment comes from how big a "Life on Mars" fan I am. I loved Life On Mars, I tuned in every week to watch it, I was wrapped up in the mystery, I loved the characters, the acting was class etc etc
Then it ended and I was sad, but then they announced this show and things started looking up.
I just can't get into it... I watched a few episodes but I never followed it intently. I really don't give a toss about Alex, truth be told, she kind of annoys me. I LOVE Gene Hunt but his chemistry with Sam was so much more entertaining times ten. I like the 80's and the 70's, but I think they pulled off the time era better in LOM. You get the feeling it's the 80's in A2A but you don't really feel like you're there.
It's a good show though and I know others have liked it lots. I just find myself a little disappointed I didn't like it half as much as LOM.
I'm so fed up of myself lately. I've calmed down now but these last few days have been fucking hell. And now my car's gearbox is on the fritz, and I'm debating whether it's worth it to get it replaced or whether I should just buy a new Ford KA (I like Ford KA's, shut up).
But mostly I just want my fucking period to come because I swear no one, NO ONE, has PMS mood swings as badly as I seem to.
Oh it's grand that I have barely any pain these days, but I wish my PMS and my fucking BLOATING would stop too. You know I really think I might consider getting rid of my womb or something because it causes me no end of trouble, and it's not as if I'm ever going to have kids.
I just cause trouble for myself in this mood, that's the problem. I've told myself over and over that when I get like this I should just steer clear of people, but it's hard to do. I'm such a fucking maniac.