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pretending to be something shes not,
more accepted but fake.
hope dwindling every day.
shes feeling meaningless, misunderstood, and empty.
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I hate this. my parents think I'm antisocial, julia (my coach) thinks I'm completely negative. ryan thinks I need mental days off from tennis, and everything I seem to say or do is wrong and people hate me for it. I AM FUCKING SORRY! OK HAPPY EVERYONE, I GUESS UR RIGHT THEN, I AM A SELFISH ANTI-SOCIAL NEGATIVE BRAT. w/e it doesn't matter. my grades ( Read more... ) -
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ok ok so I'm updating since I'm waiting for the lap top to finish my paper. so ya hmm whats going on??? school has been kinda boring/stressful this week. test in math screwed me over, but o well. and stupid lit paper is driving me nuts. chem and spanish are stupid, but WH is fun like usual. ya so I've been eating a shit load @ HS tennis matches! ( Read more... ) -
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so I'm here updating on free candy day. I got a bunch of candy, and a iTunes card for $30!!!! woo hoo! ya so this week... hmmm I went to the mall on daturday w/ j9 and that was AMAZING! I loved the conniving to get the SVU tape! hehehe dont tell the parents! ya so I had my dad's card tooo which was fun b/c I got a bunch of kool shirts and 2 flip ( Read more... ) -
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ya so I dont really know how to express myself lately. one of my best barely talks to me, especially in one class, its kinda depressing. I think I'm becoming depressed, I'm lazy, undetermined to do anything, tired, drained, lonely, excluded, and w/e else. its ok thou b/c I'm going shopping this weekend, and SB in 2 weeks! g-d I cant wait. also guys ( Read more... ) -
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so janine (you the only one who reads this), I am updating! happy?? ya well the research paper sux, I feel fat, I have no guys and I want to be loved..... also I'm canceling my date w/ sadie b/c I dont want to date him... man I'm fickle... also u should come see my poetry notebook @ home, I have some ok stuff and I want an opinion, either urs or ( Read more... )