are you kidding me?? how is that even fair??? i dont wanna wait till monday to wait for my results, i wanna know now!!

im confused about life right now

feeling pretty good about my life right now, sarcasim here....and i feel like there is one person who actually cares...im sick of being in this apartment by myself, its so lonely...oh well, whatever, im drunk and headed to bed

Life for the most part has been good. I have amazing friends, school is going fairly well, and I'm with a great guy. Tim treats me amazing, sometimes it just shocks me on how great he is. I feel like the luckiest girl at times. I'll spare most of the details cuz I'm sure some of you could care less, whatever ( Read more... )

yesterday chelle, laura, and i were discussing how the only times that we update this thing is when we are upset or venting in it. well today is no different, new update on my mother and it is NOT good....so my grandma came today and when she's around we can't talk to her about everything cuz she is a HUGE worry wart. she will call all the time ( Read more... )

yesterday chelle, laura, and i were discussing how the only times that we update this thing is when we are upset or venting in it. well today is no different, new update on my mother and it is NOT good....so my grandma came today and when she's around we can't talk to her about everything cuz she is a HUGE worry wart. she will call all the time ( Read more... )

So in class yesterday we were talking about domestic violence, and its just so sad. I'm not gonna judge the women who were being abused because thankfully im not in their situation and I don't know what they are going through. But one video the woman was just crying asking why would her boyfriend do this to her. And like they were fine, no ( Read more... )

so tonight was soo much fun...i went to dinner with lindz, chelle, erin, and nichol, then chelle and lindz and i went bowling, but it didnt work out so we went to beaners instead and just talked. it was sooo amazing to just sit there and talk for like 5 hours. we talked about everything, and absolutely everything came out. i loved it no joke. it ( Read more... )

conclusion: i am such a guy sometimes....i realized i don't like to commit, it scares me. tim asked me today what we are, dating or what? and i dont know! i don't know what we are! i talked to him last night about all my concerns and apparently i scared him. he thinks i have too many, me i just wanted to be completely honest with him...cuz with ( Read more... )

so i am always confused it seems...and i talk about this all the time with laura and chelle. im sure they are sick of hearing all about this....but girls i appreciate it sooo much

so the other day chad and i had a discussion. last week he agreed with me about liking each other a lot and that maybe we should try again.  then this week, he says jess ( Read more... )