It's hard to believe how much I wanted to be married by now.  When I was a kid, I really wanted to be married by my early 20's.
Well, I'm 23.
And now I don't want to be married until I'm in my 30's.   I'm happily taken, on my longest going relationship so far, and by far the most functional one I've ever been in.

But marriage?  Give me at least ( Read more... )

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I, drown in your memory
I, I, 
Don't want to let this go,
I, I
don't...

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Last night he told me that he likes me.  A lot.  I can tell.  :)

We're snuggled up in bed.  This is the first night I've truly felt connected to him since we've gotten involved.
It's usually difficult for me to sleep next to him when I stay over, but tonight I feel so serene that I find it easier to sleep.
( I dreamt about Koi fish. )

CAN I JUST NOT HAVE ANY FEELINGS

UNTIL I MOVE TO LA?  
PLEASE????

Thanks. it would make my life so much easier.  Like, really great.  Thanks.

I'm sorry that I didn't want to fuck you.

I'm sorry that we had a great emotional connection and that I was looking forward to a blooming friendship.
I'm sorry you had pre-decided that I had to want to fuck you for us to keep hanging out.
I'm sorry that I love people, and making honest connections with them.

I never knew that giving people a chance and ( Read more... )

It's been exactly one year now.

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