depressing post that i need to get off my chest. just skip
I swear when i grow up, and i hit 35 years old, I swear i WILL move out of this house. I swear to God. no exception. I want privacy, i NEED privacy. but that's just so damm far away. FUCK YOU SINGAPORE for making singles have a minimum age of 35 before we can own a house.
i want to live by myself in the future. or if i get married somehow, i want to move out of the house. I wish i could live far far away from my family who don't like my fursuit. i can't do anything with my fursuit. at all. while i live with them. I wish i had my own room. for now... but that won't come true either.
when i can, i would like to do the following things with my suit:
make new head
make partial suit
sleep in fursuit
take videos in fursuit
greet the neighbours in fursuit
leave my fursuit to hang around, not store it in some shitty storeroom
stay in fursuit 24hrs at a go
but i don't have the freedom to do any of that. and i will never have that freedom as long as i live here. (unless everyone suddenly left for a week holiday or mysteriously died in a plane accident *touch wood*)
Why can't i have that freedom? oh wait... it's cause i'm too young...
Enjoy youth while it last... despite the lack of freedom.
and well... i'm all out of juice...... right now i just feel rather depressed... so very depressed... i was already planning my next course of action should my suit come to any misfortune. it's just not working out for me now... all this cause my bro told me he was going to throw it if i don't keep it in the box and put in the storeroom...
i want to live by myself in the future. or if i get married somehow, i want to move out of the house. I wish i could live far far away from my family who don't like my fursuit. i can't do anything with my fursuit. at all. while i live with them. I wish i had my own room. for now... but that won't come true either.
when i can, i would like to do the following things with my suit:
make new head
make partial suit
sleep in fursuit
take videos in fursuit
greet the neighbours in fursuit
leave my fursuit to hang around, not store it in some shitty storeroom
stay in fursuit 24hrs at a go
but i don't have the freedom to do any of that. and i will never have that freedom as long as i live here. (unless everyone suddenly left for a week holiday or mysteriously died in a plane accident *touch wood*)
Why can't i have that freedom? oh wait... it's cause i'm too young...
Enjoy youth while it last... despite the lack of freedom.
and well... i'm all out of juice...... right now i just feel rather depressed... so very depressed... i was already planning my next course of action should my suit come to any misfortune. it's just not working out for me now... all this cause my bro told me he was going to throw it if i don't keep it in the box and put in the storeroom...