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I'm going to write this just because I am pissed to the point of bursting. I guess I could blame it on sleep deprivation, again, but I don't care. This is not going to be pretty, so I warn easily offended people not to proceed. It's not going to make a whole lot of sense, but I'll get it off of my chest. Some major swearing is thus to be expected.
Never believe what you see on TV. Or rather, don't trust any idea you get from watching TV. I can't put it in any other way. I'm trying to laugh it off, but I really don't know what to think.
If it was meant to be a joke, and I have a reason to believe it was, I didn't get it and didn't find it funny. Why they put it in there is a fucking mystery. Disrespectful to all parts, and really open for misunderstandings.
Yeah, you'll laugh at it later, ha, see me laughing already.
Why would anyone EVER leave that in? It. Does. Not. Make. Anyone. Look. Good. And. Makes. Zero. Sense. Why? WHY? It only left a bad taste in my mouth, and my entire day is fucking ruined because of it. Here I am, dreaming of one day stepping into that career-path, you-know-which. This is what I am to expect? I've trying to be open-minded and trying to expect a whole lot - but not this. People being total jack-asses. So openly. Am I fucking NAÏVE to think otherwise? No, don't answer that. What the hell am I expecting if not this? I AM fucking naïve to think people being overall polite.
I feel like writing this whole ordeal, no scratch that, it's not an ordeal, I-don't-know-what-it-is, into a fucking satire, and maybe someone someday will make a movie out of it, and change the crushed-dreams-ending to be happy instead to fit the needs of the fucking public. Yeah, whatever works.
And yes, that was meant to be a pun, although I am the only who'll ever get it. Why? Because this is all I'm going to say about what I just saw, or rather heard. I'm not gonna say what it is, because it doesn't deserve the attention, but as I said, I need to get this anger off of my chest. Purely selfish reasons.
So this is my virtual way of screaming at the top of my lungs, because I do feel that if I did it in RL, I might upset someone - my mum, Pal, or the neighbours. Not even speaking of our personal little zoo.
Yeah, I hope to some higher entity that this is all the relief I'll let my infuriation get. Because I might just as well hurt somebody if I'll let it get the best of me. I think I already offended mum by my cynical/sarcastic remarks.
Maybe after a good nights sleep I'll be laughing at this, I usually do, but GOD! WHAT. BULL. CRAP.
Thank you and good night.
Never believe what you see on TV. Or rather, don't trust any idea you get from watching TV. I can't put it in any other way. I'm trying to laugh it off, but I really don't know what to think.
If it was meant to be a joke, and I have a reason to believe it was, I didn't get it and didn't find it funny. Why they put it in there is a fucking mystery. Disrespectful to all parts, and really open for misunderstandings.
Yeah, you'll laugh at it later, ha, see me laughing already.
Why would anyone EVER leave that in? It. Does. Not. Make. Anyone. Look. Good. And. Makes. Zero. Sense. Why? WHY? It only left a bad taste in my mouth, and my entire day is fucking ruined because of it. Here I am, dreaming of one day stepping into that career-path, you-know-which. This is what I am to expect? I've trying to be open-minded and trying to expect a whole lot - but not this. People being total jack-asses. So openly. Am I fucking NAÏVE to think otherwise? No, don't answer that. What the hell am I expecting if not this? I AM fucking naïve to think people being overall polite.
I feel like writing this whole ordeal, no scratch that, it's not an ordeal, I-don't-know-what-it-is, into a fucking satire, and maybe someone someday will make a movie out of it, and change the crushed-dreams-ending to be happy instead to fit the needs of the fucking public. Yeah, whatever works.
And yes, that was meant to be a pun, although I am the only who'll ever get it. Why? Because this is all I'm going to say about what I just saw, or rather heard. I'm not gonna say what it is, because it doesn't deserve the attention, but as I said, I need to get this anger off of my chest. Purely selfish reasons.
So this is my virtual way of screaming at the top of my lungs, because I do feel that if I did it in RL, I might upset someone - my mum, Pal, or the neighbours. Not even speaking of our personal little zoo.
Yeah, I hope to some higher entity that this is all the relief I'll let my infuriation get. Because I might just as well hurt somebody if I'll let it get the best of me. I think I already offended mum by my cynical/sarcastic remarks.
Maybe after a good nights sleep I'll be laughing at this, I usually do, but GOD! WHAT. BULL. CRAP.
Thank you and good night.