this week was FULL of ups.. and downs. yeah, a lot of them recently.
so, there were lots of fights, crying, and band.

why does band always show up at these events?

Band tomorrow. from 9-9??
Eastside Fury Tryouts Sunday- 1-7 YAY!

see how i am excited for that and NOT band.

bleh.

i just got home ( Read more... )

I hate you ( Read more... )

well last night i waited until 2 for amy to call. didnt happen. i dont mind, i understand she might of been busy, or... slept. thats fine ( Read more... )

only cause i hate the world, and the world hates me

oh yeah.. homecomming dance tomorrow..
wee? NOT..
i have no date, my friends dont wanna go with me.. i am hated

What else, no one really likes me.

just leave me alone.

Its me talking again, Angelo... I am just saying.. that i am really in love. . . i cant help it. I love to many people. but right now.. i think i really love this one. She's number one in my mind. i have a family.. a real family. i am crying and shaking. Tears of Joy. its a boy! hey that rhymed.. please dont leave me ever.. I promise i ( Read more... )

New with updates and Personality!

Well i did good. i really didnt mess up, and we got first. best marching and general effect. and i am SOOO TIRED ( Read more... )

so my week was posotivly horrible. first i go through three days of band, and then a major emotional breakdown, almost quit band, drive a section instructor away, get hated by my best friend, and am at school from 6:45am-9:05 pm (well 9:15) that was all in one breath ( Read more... )

today.. is kinda bad. things are falling apart, somehow.. i cannot think strait and everyone seems to be on my case. i just wanna be left alone. I wanna talk to one person alone, but she is away at something. thats ok, i dont mind, i want her to be with her friends and i want her to be happy. but she told me she is hating life now.. i hope ( Read more... )