Work was really depressing tonight. Or was I just really depressed at work? Did I make the worst of my work environment, or vice versa. Whatever, it sucked
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I find it very hard to believe that you're as bad as you sometimes think you are. But then, I'm sure you know that. The paradox of having low self-esteem and being smart is that on some level you know you're just being unreasonable.
Yeah, you're totally in my head. The good thing about livejournal is that I can get all of my complaining out so that in person I don't seem like such a bitch. But then again, when my only form of correspondence with a person is through livejournal, I must come off as a total pain in the ass.
I tend to take criticism pretty harshly, and often get defensive at first. It is a flaw I'm well aware of and am learning to tone down. But sometimes, shit just doesn't seem very fair. That's when I go home and write bummed out livejournal entries.
only don't really. the last time you did it fucked up your shoulder pretty bad. have a swimming party: it is summer time. And if you don't invite me i'm going to be really angry.
leave the house to see me. if nobody else. :-) don't be too hard on yourself. it really isn't as big a deal, i'm sure, as you're making it out to be.
everthing at 1:32 in the morning seems way worse than it actually is. try to get some sleep. sleep always helps, at least a little. (star wars would probably be good too)
I always feel so busy and stressed out, but I don't feel like I have anything to show more my 'efforts'. yeah, i totally know how that feels... and all the other stupid emotions that sort of tangle into it all. i can also relate to a few other parts of this post. life can really suck after working a terrible shift.
That's kind of the point. I don't like most people to know much about me, because I don't want people to have to worry about me. I must be impossible to date.
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I don't mean to be presumptuous as that sounds...
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I tend to take criticism pretty harshly, and often get defensive at first. It is a flaw I'm well aware of and am learning to tone down. But sometimes, shit just doesn't seem very fair. That's when I go home and write bummed out livejournal entries.
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only don't really. the last time you did it fucked up your shoulder pretty bad. have a swimming party: it is summer time. And if you don't invite me i'm going to be really angry.
leave the house to see me. if nobody else. :-)
don't be too hard on yourself. it really isn't as big a deal, i'm sure, as you're making it out to be.
everthing at 1:32 in the morning seems way worse than it actually is. try to get some sleep. sleep always helps, at least a little. (star wars would probably be good too)
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yeah, i totally know how that feels... and all the other stupid emotions that sort of tangle into it all.
i can also relate to a few other parts of this post.
life can really suck after working a terrible shift.
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