i dreamt two nights in a row that my mom had a kid with her first marriage that she never told us about. i have an older half brother named robert ( Read more... )

i feel like choking myself now to prevent the crash and burn that is my future ( Read more... )

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i'm not sure how i'm supposed to feel right now. i feel silly, however, for feeling the way i do today, because i don't think it's the way i'm supposed to. mostly, i feel confused ( Read more... )

i pushed my parents limit. they cancelled the credit card, and pulled my allowance ( Read more... )

9 lasts:
Last dollar spent: i bought a case [a case!] of root beer and a round of burritos.
Last cigarette: about six years ago.
Last beverage: water.
Last movie: i <3 huckabees ( Read more... )

i'm feeling really overwhelmed right now. i'm confident things will turn out well, mostly. in the sprint, i've killed myself already, but in the long run, i think i'll pull it off ( Read more... )

i feel like being surrounded by people i love. really love.

but tonights sadie, i don't have a date, but pretty much everyone else does. i want to see amie.

i have something on my mind. its nagging me. and my parents are nagging me ( Read more... )

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