Well, I've cooled down since Monday. Still a lil depressed I guess. My moods always seem to fluxuate. Not a whole lot to talk about. I bought Underworld on DVD yesterday AND I got Guilty Gear X2 for PS2... HURRAY! I also finished my self-portrait for the Head Count show. Heather did an awesome one for the show, and the text within her piece ( Read more... )

FUCKING SHIT! AFTER ALL MY HARD WORK ON THAT STUPID FUCKING PROJECT I GOT A FUCKING D, WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?! I HATE JILL GREENE SO FUCKING MUCH. I HOPE SHE FUCKING DIES!!!

... i'm sorry for this outburst but I have completely lost it...

i have absolutely no motivation... i sit and stare at this work and can't do it.

i give myself a weekend plan on what to finish for each day and still can't do shit.

even for having a girlfriend now i shouldn't be feeling this depressed.

i sit at this computer all fucking day... FUCK

I put two new pieces up on lifelesshappyending. Go ahead and check em out if you wish...

my misdemeanor will be dropped if I successfully complete my probation... which could be anywhere between 6 and 12 months of it ( Read more... )

want... to... stab... teacher... in... head...

Well, I don't have pink eye. It was some sort of karititis or something. My cornea's really irritated which caused the redness and pain. The pain was gone Monday, but I missed out on my classes because I had to go to an eye doctor to figure out what was wrong. I'm just glad it isn't pink eye. I'm kinda behind in drawing II and typography II ( Read more... )

hey, it's a good thing I have pink eye ( Read more... )

Thanks to Heather for improving on what had been a not so good night. We attempted to watch My Neighbor Totoro but turned it off as it started to drag. There wasn't enough cutesy fuzzy animal action... though I suppose if we wouldn't have turned it off we would have gotten to it. Totoro, himself, is quite a cool character though...


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i totally 100% understand her decisions, but I still feel like shit...

i would assume this is only natural i guess...

once again things just don't go my way...

court needs to be done and over with so I can go back to forgetting about things...

blah, what a miserable way to look at life...

i am too negative