"I'll follow you into the dark"

[vegetard]

Right now, right at this exact second, everything fucking sucks. I want to hide away but not just a bit--I want to disappear and get this weight off my shoulders. I'm so constantly terrorized by the fear of what happens after death that part of me wants to just get it over with and find out. And maybe if it's something favourable, I'll be able to

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[dulcamia]

I can't imagine what it is like to have to lose someone so close to you from sickness and death. I'm sorry to hear about your friend. *hugs*
I admit to going to therapy so that might be an option for you. I'm also pretty good at listenig and helping people through their problems and am going through my own self healing process so if you need support and motivation to keep going, let's keep in touch. We'll be like partners in crime - battling the pain of our hearts. :)