So basically ( Read more... )

"I hate being lonely. When I was a kid, I thought I was. I can't believe I'm crying already. Sometimes I think people don't understand how lonely it is to be a kid, like you don't matter. So, I'm eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call ClementineMegan, and I keep yelling at her, "You can't be ugly! ( Read more... )

I keep trying to be his damn friend but he is just an idiot.
we made a truce. if he's going to be mean then he's got another thing coming.

I told Jordan we should take a break until we can see each other more often ( Read more... )

I talked to Jordan about how I've been feeling lately. I knew I would have to because he is my best friend besides cousin and Kourtney. So I told him. I told him how I love him so much and I could never feel for anyone else. but how lately I've been so lonely without him and how sometimes I wish I could simply makeout with someone, no feelings ( Read more... )

We are that kind of couple that makes people sick.

Know what?


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"Hey you. yeah you. heh, fuck off."
Number of times I wanted to say that today: 6843516841351I did, however, get a chance to tell a certain person I'm stuck with in a group in honors english to "shut the hell up and stop acting smarter than you are" because she thinks she is smart and honestly, she is really just rediculous and makes everyone want ( Read more... )

So basically..
things aren't getting better.
things aren't getting worse.
things aren't getting anything.
it's the same.
day after day after day after day
and that's how things are,
the same.
If I seem like I'm in my own world from now on
I am.
I always have been.
but I'm not going to try to include myself in your world.
fuck it.

Tomorrow I am ( Read more... )

This international phone card is pointless until I figure out how to ask for Kourtney in french. grr. I'll go ask the french teacher tomorrow.

For those of you without xanga ( Read more... )