Wow.

So this is what it feels like to get nine hours of sleep.

Damn! Running is much harder when the road you're running on is never, ever flat. My legs feel stiff.
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I've decided to write lists.
Lists are good.
Especially when I have no motivation to get anything done.

Hey! That reminds me. Maybe I should be doing something.

Damn! Running is much harder when the road you're running on is never, ever flat. My legs feel stiff.
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I've decided to write lists.
Lists are good.
Especially when I have no motivation to get anything done.

Hey! That reminds me. Maybe I should be doing something.

I told myself I would go to bed early tonight.......

not happening

Why do I feel so ugly?
I'm useless.

I miss the childhood I was never allowed to finish. I miss the complete naivety. I miss all of the stupid, mindless things I was never allowed to do.

I'm overcome by sadness.

I'm listening to Tori Amos right now. God, her music makes me cry. She is so woman in every way ( Read more... )

After reading about adoption more, I am realizing how ethically questionable certain types of adoptions can be. Theres a virtual baby selling buisness going on. Women are coerced, babies are stolen, things are overlooked because of money. This doesn't mean that we aren't going to adopt. There are still many legitimate cases of children who need ( Read more... )

So I was inspired by Miss_Geek and Lnorigb. I went out and bought a hat the other day. It's cute and it keeps the sun out of my eyes and off my face. I felt goofy the first hour I wore it, but after a while I felt alright ( Read more... )

It's not gunna happen for me. Four days, twenty hours to get there, so basically six days. I just can't do it.
Maybe next year when I can bring F I'll go. She's just too young now.

There's this creek near my house. We went to it for the first time yesterday. I wanted to stay till it got dark ( Read more... )