Sometimes, I wonder why I bother with friends.
Why I keep trying to do something that's just not in the bigger picture.
Eli is my life, and yet... I keep trying for an outside life,
when it's clearly not possible.

Every night,
I feel this way to get rid of you,
to feel normal, to be happy without you...
Cheers to you baby...

I remember when I was 18 I went to my friends birthday and he was turning 24 and at this party I remember seeing all of the older people and who they were and thinking to myself how far away that was and how I'd never be that old, that I was invincible to time, and here tomorrow I am turning that age, and all I can think about, is how 2 years ago, ( Read more... )

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How can one baby be so cute!


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It's freezing cold
Trying to download music,
I'm having a serious brain fart...

How is it that a relationship gets worse after having a baby?
We can't agree on anything
and moving out with us is the last thing on his to do list.
I want to be closer and he wants to be further
Thanks for making me feel so unimportant.

Oh such a long day.
I'm happy it's over.
Now, if this nausea could go away,
I would have a great night.
Back to studying my Tarot Cards.

Responsibility can take the fun right out of life.
I wanna go to the Psychic Fair tonight at one
of my favorite book stores and I can't even find a baby sitter.

Being a grown up takes the fun right out of life.