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blame
in Melbourne at the moment it's warm. It's night and it's still over twenty degrees. I'm letting the breeze come in my window, typing this lying down, looking down the bridge of my shiny nose. I have no energy to do anything, which is lazy of me and really defeatist, as we've had far hotter weather.
It was a full moon last weekend, did you see?
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fables
I have just returned from 6 weeks overseas. Whenever I have to go somewhere, I never want to leave where I presently am. Before I left I was angry because I was going to miss out on awesome work things. When I got there I was excited to see my family and catch up with all our English relatives. I was very depressed though, life feelings following ( Read more... ) -
a bit cold
I've been quite depressed for the last week and half, trying to convince myself that it's jetlag and seperate from my life feelings but I'm fairly sure they just followed me here. Anyway that's not really altogether important - I attempt to banish them by immersing myself in life here. It's a bit weird because it seems like when I was over here at ( Read more... ) -
alcoholism
I wonder what's the deal with me & you right now ( Read more... ) -
emotionally volatile
Q: Why do I feel so shit?
A: Have been listening to Cat Power for almost an hour now. -
some nights
We all clutch at available support on the trams & trains - when they eventually get there - like we're done for if we let go. We can see our reflections in other people's faces. Not just cause we're sweating & so are they, but we all wear the same tired and angry expression. We carry bags under our arms & our eyes.
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too many ifs.
at uni there's a stop smoking campaign run by the student union
where they got you to donate your cigarettes to them
'every cigarette takes 11 minutes off your life'
'what would you do if it was your last 11 minutes'
every time i pass it i think it should be more like
'what are you going to do with your last 11 minutes' -
hobbling home hawthorn
It should take twenty minutes ( Read more... )
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