is it wrong to deplore people who say "It just doesn't fit", "You're not my type" or "You're too good for me" instead of saying what they really think?
i could say that when i meant "it doesn't fit" i mean exactly that. Or, i could be a bitch and say that it means you have no idea how to talk to me and we are total opposites. you know it as well as i do. you'll bve okay as soon as you stop overanalyzing everything.
I don't think I'm my problem. I think that's the problem, people keep telling me the problem is with me, I'm the one with the tragic flaw, I'm the source of all the bad things that have happened in my life, I'm the one that doesn't know how to do something, is making things out to be over sensationalized versions of how things are, and I believe them, then proceed to tear myself apart about it believing they're right. I'm not going to let anyone tell me any of those things again, because it's quite possible they've all been wrong. I'm not going to let people devalue me, not even realizing the weight of what they say in my mind. I'm better than that, and anyone who doesn't realize it isn't worth the time.
i still think you think way too much, and that it would be a good idea to let go and start to enjoy without picking it to death. you don't have to be afraid to slouch and be a dork and have fun doing it. there doesn't always have to be something to impress someone else. there aren't always appearances to be kept up. and some of the things that were said the last time you put yourself on some emotional ledge to talk to me and tell me how horrible a person i am? how many times did i try to politely end things? all i got was "we don't have to be so serious." that really isn't what i was getting at. what i was getting at is... it just doesn't feel right. if something feels completely still and quiet and perfect, you just Know. there doesn't have to be something concrete... but that must be impossible to understand because it isn't logical, right?
and if you're so angry at someone, wouldn't it be easier to just call them up and tell them what's what, or are you trying to make people guess what's wrong so you can tell them how horrible a
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You have to do something seriously wrong for me to delete you. You could probably kick me in the shin, then slap me, then tell me I'm a crappy person and I'd still forgive you eventually. Hell, I've already forgiven someone for those once so far.
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i could say that when i meant "it doesn't fit" i mean exactly that. Or, i could be a bitch and say that it means you have no idea how to talk to me and we are total opposites. you know it as well as i do. you'll bve okay as soon as you stop overanalyzing everything.
Peace and whatnot.
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and if you're so angry at someone, wouldn't it be easier to just call them up and tell them what's what, or are you trying to make people guess what's wrong so you can tell them how horrible a ( ... )
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I'm the overanalytical one here ( ... )
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