There is definitely a lot of social reinforcement to just stay mediocre, safe, do what is expected.
We just had a death in the family, my mom's brother. He was a really nice man, I actually can not find anything bad to say about him at all. He had a very nice life and he did what was expected of him. Mom and I were trying to come up with quirky stories to share for his memorial, and we didn't really have any. It bothered me. Perhaps I have a fear of just being mediocre.
I thought about my own life thus far. I have made A LOT of decisions that were not the norm and caused me to be questioned by the greater society, perhaps even being labeled a deviant. }:-> But I can't help but hoping that if it were my wake that people would have lots of colorful stories to share about who I was on this rock. I'd like for people to laugh and say what a character, even if their stories made me look bad.
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or beamed them love and awakening.
I find myself vacillating back and forth between these two a lot.
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We just had a death in the family, my mom's brother. He was a really nice man, I actually can not find anything bad to say about him at all. He had a very nice life and he did what was expected of him. Mom and I were trying to come up with quirky stories to share for his memorial, and we didn't really have any. It bothered me. Perhaps I have a fear of just being mediocre.
I thought about my own life thus far. I have made A LOT of decisions that were not the norm and caused me to be questioned by the greater society, perhaps even being labeled a deviant. }:-> But I can't help but hoping that if it were my wake that people would have lots of colorful stories to share about who I was on this rock. I'd like for people to laugh and say what a character, even if their stories made me look bad.
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each of us have a place in the plan, and though some will do great and some will have great, very few will be great. - My quote.
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This was a depressing realization. ; )
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