today is a nice day and it was hot, hot as in scotland standard but still cold enough i had to wear my coat but not my scarf. that's a big thing to me, been wearing the same coat + scarf for the last six months now. i am so bored of it. i wish edinburgh would get hot. i am so sick of the cold ( Read more... )

god, why did i get up so early today ( Read more... )

bored to death. maybe ill just sit here in front of the computer for rest of my life and buy music from apple for my ipod. what a fun to do ( Read more... )

oh my god! i got sacked from my temp job today! i have never been sack before, that's something new i haven't experience until now. i need to find an agency that pays at least £6 per an hour, it's not hard to find. just have to go out and look for it. holiday day pay i don't really mind ( Read more... )

the other day i meet my flat mate's friend, she is this stunning blond so we were at the pub guys would just go up and chat to her non stop, i mean these are good looking normal guys while we both stood at the side thinking ALL RIGHT, we are REJECTS. yeah, never going out with her again but feel sorry for my flat mate who has to put up with ALL the ( Read more... )

i have days/weeks/months where i am like i don't want to be here anymore, this week is one of those weeks.

i could be dying. this morning i was feeling like shit for about 10 mins which is nice. i went to bed as soon as i got home from work, i haven't been on my own or slept this much since i left home 7 months ago. tomorrow i don't want to feel like shit at all because it's scary. at least i am not throwing up everything i eat, i'd freak out if that ( Read more... )

i got paid, exciting days ( Read more... )

oh yeah, i am loving edinburgh already, i have been here for just little over than 2 weeks, already had to moved out of a flat due to money issues. i mean i am not paying your deposit for you, living with kiwis are hard. no more living with in an all girl flats EVER, there's always something wrong, either they are nutcases or broke asses. i mean i ( Read more... )

oh my god,i am staying in the hostel at the moment, there's this french guy sleeping in the bed next to me is following me around pretty much where ever i go this morning. he is now back in the hostel waiting for me to come back from the internet cafe so we can hang out some more. first there's this freaky english guy who wanted to take me out to ( Read more... )