So it's official,I'm a terrible person!  In the past couple of weeks I've broke someones heart,lied to my new boyfriend,done enough dope to kill 5 horses and wanted to die. But it's all okay. From now on, no more regrets just lessons. I have to stop letting people and the shit they do get to me. It's not worth my time or happiness. In the good news ( Read more... )

I haven't gotten myself this bad off in a long time. It hasent been a full 24 hours and I can already feel the sickness coming on. I can try to be stronge,but its not really about that. I would've had something for today but of coarse people want to go all intervention on me and flush my dope. Im not too sure what to do about it anymore ( Read more... )

Apparently for the first time in my life this is the one thing i can't ruin. HAHA ( Read more... )

So I've been hanging out with *******,alot. But I feel like he either has absolutly no interest in me or he's way too "shy" to say something about it.  Im just so over not knowing whats going on in his head. But I geuss its my fault too. I haven't said anything about the way I feel,but you dont invite someone over 4 times a week because your ( Read more... )

I geuss I should start with the biggest thing thats happened in my life. 8 months ago I birthed a child. Like a real human baby. Didnt see that coming did ya? His name is Tristan Ari. Of coarse i feel like im turning into the white trash stereotype. Single parent and all that shit. But Im working as a server at the crack bar (cracker barrel) and ( Read more... )

Its been awhile since I was on here im going to re-do this. I'll update later ( Read more... )

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