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no i won't.
it's a rainy night tonight.

i think this is much more than the mexican headbangers, but i need something to blame it on. all and all, i know that the pieces of brick that had held this structure, are no longer there. i would love to say that they were dwindling down to nothing... but they have straight up dissappeared. proven once again what i have already known, has finally ( Read more... )

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i think what i see, is not the truth.

"Why can't I feel anything
  from anyone other than you?
  And all of this was all your fault
  And all of this
  (I stay jealous)
  I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
  for this simple reason"

if i have the goods, it makes everything that much easier.

why can't you be my goods?

when all your options run out, i'll still be here.

unfortunately.

i wish she would just leave.
the future is grim, and yet i steer directly towards it.

i can't turn back now.
i have made my decision,
and now i must face the consequences.

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the intertwining of sobriety and reality is a scary thing.
who's the scapegoat now?

i suppose i should be happy to have something,
that makes saying goodbye so hard.
...but i'm not so sure
all this breathing, is the easy part.
i need to start livingand now i know why they are where they are, and thats because it hurts that much more, when you ( Read more... )

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so sometimes people go through life not seeing it.. but tonight, when i saw what i saw.. it was almost a dissappointment. but it wouldn't be life if it wasn't. to relax in the chair of music, and feel everyone note, can be nothin more than a gift. or maybe not a gift, but a privilege. 'and you thought you could keep this shit from me, ya brun't ( Read more... )

wow, get this; I'M DRUNK! woo ( Read more... )