Drabble: Desperation
Titel: Desperation
Paring: Yongguk/Himchan
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Smut, romance, a little angst
Words: 736
Summary: The shooting of Sound of Rain made Yongguk a little crazy.
Note: I haven't checked it over, I just needed to get it out!
Yongguk grabbed Himchan’s shirt forcefully and pulled Himchan against him.
Himchan looked shocked for a nanosecond before he winded his arms around Yongguk's neck and they started kissing furiously.
The day had been intense, too intense Too many feelings and thoughts of break-up as they shot their MV
Yongguk hated to see Himchan cry, even if it was for the camera. He pulled the younger impossibly closer. He tried to show Himchan with every kiss just how much he loved and cared about him. Himchan’s response was eager, pulling on the white clothes that were covered in green liquid. Himchan pulled enough to expose a collarbone, diving in to bite down on it, he didn’t care that there would be a mark. He knew Yongguk better than he knew himself, he knew when the other needed to be held and when he needed to be slapped across the back of his head, but he also knew that when Yongguk acted like this, he needed to be marked, needed to feel like Himchan owned him
His teeth sank into the thin layer of skin and a moaning sigh came from Yongguk, his hand finding its way into Himchan’s hair, carding carefully and whispering “I love you”
Himchan answered the whisper against his skin, then pulling up to kiss Yongguk again.
Time slowed down, the world slowed down. There was no B.A.P, no MV, no comebacks or hair dyes, it was just them there together at that moment, hiding away from the world.
Himchan’s green splattered jacket hit the ground and his shirt followed not soon after. Yongguk dragged his hands over Himchan’s’ bare front, admiring the pale skin. He pressed Himchan against the wall, rubbing his hipbones and mouthing at his skin. Himchan let out small delicate noises that drove Yongguk insane. He slowly went to his knees, Himchan’s hands immediately settling in his hair, just pulling lightly. Yongguk rubbed his face against Himchan’s stomach, just above his pants.
“Don’t leave me.” He said into the skin.
Himchan shook his head but then realized Yongguk wasn’t looking. “I won’t leave you. Ever.”
Yongguk undid Himchan’s pants, Himchan letting out a small cry of disbelief and excitement. Yongguk felt flushed, it felt like he is running a fever. His head kept spinning with endless possibilities in which all ended with Himchan leaving him. He couldn’t have that, he couldn’t be without Himchan. He felt crazy.
He knew, somewhere deep inside that Himchan loved him as much as he loved Himchan, but sometimes the doubt got to his head.
“Say it again.” He whispered desperately.
Himchan said it again.
Yongguk pulled down Himchan’s pants, and mouthed on the outside of his boxers. He wanted to tease and please and make sure he was Himchan’s and Himchan was his.
“Guk, love, please, hurry, someone might come looking for us” Himchan hurried and suddenly Yongguk realized just where they were. He growled and pulled down Himchan’s boxers too, making his cock jump out and almost smacking Yongguk in the face. Himchan giggled a little before Yongguk grabbed him a little too roughly and his giggle turned into a moan.
Yongguk loved Himchan’s cock, it was just thick and long enough for him to comfortably have in his mouth. He wasted no time, swallowing Himchan’s dick down his throat and listening to Himchan chant his name.
It was like drugs to him. Only he could make Himchan feel like this, only he could make him come in less than five minutes
He pulled back, stroking Himchan and once again telling him “Say it again.”
“Oh god Guk, love! I will- Ah!- never leave yo- oh- you!”
Yongguk took Himchan in his mouth again, going for efficiency rather than dragging it out and making Himchan suffer and beg. That would have to wait for another time.
Suddenly Himchan’s grip on Yongguk’s hair hardened and he leaned over a little, his abs taunt and hard.
“Yonggukkie, I, I’m - AH - coming!”
Yongguk pressed his nose into the curls and listened to Himchan coming and swallowing everything. Himchan straightened up and leaned heavily against the wall, breathing like he had just run a marathon. He pulled Yongguk, who hadn’t let go of his softening cock, up by his hair. He kissed the older lazily.
“You’re mine Bang Yongguk, and I’m yours and there is nothing in this world that is going to change that.” Himchan smiled.
Note: I'M GONNA WRITE SOMETHING LONGER THAN DRABBLES I'M WORKING ON IT!!!