Ah Dusty; I was afraid you'd dropped off the face of the planet dear friend.. My things have changed in the past few years, and i'm happy that things are going really well for you, despite copious amounts of drama in the past.
I've also recently found out that it is indeed a small world, and have met some past enemies[?] of yours.. When I get a chance i'll drop you an email about it.
Take care! [psst.. Finally found your band on myspace and added them a few days ago :P ]
waaaait whaaaat?!?! past enemies of mine...oh this is funny, this I need to hear because as far as I know, I don't have many...or if I do, they are pansy little douche whistles that would never have the balls to face me
I missed you...I didn't die, I've been really busy getting my shit together and my life in order and all my hard work has paid off in spades :D
"I am and will always be a better person then that loser, remember bitch the razor goes down not across don't tease the world with threats of suicide just fucking do it everyone knows you're a fat, lazy, alcoholic drug addict, a complete waste of time and space fuck I'll pull the trigger for you I think I deserve it actually LOL"
youre still mad at her? fuck, I thought you were over it already. just forget she exists, there's no reason to continue applying any sort of relevance to your life here, let alone to put this much energy on someone you're never going to come across again, leaving the totality of your future unmolested. youre putting way too much effort into someone who doesnt exist to you.
as a side note Rob, this is driven with no spite behind it but, who are you to judge what I say in my own LJ? You attepted to be the wedge between her and I for the longest time and at a point blatently caught you talking shit via phone message so really what are you doing but splitting hairs here.
FYI: over that I became a long time ago my friend, if I weren't, we wouldn't be talking ;)
oh no no, I'm not mad my friend, far from it, I don't actively persue destroying her, her lifestyle and persona will do that for her, one can not live a life of deception without it eventually coming back 10 fold on them, Karma's a bitch like that. I had every opportunity to destroy her but I played the bigger man through the entire bullshit and left it alone...BUT I'd never vented so I was taking the opportunity to do just that, I feel I'm entitled so such privaledges, I mean hell, it's kind of difficult to forget someone who blatently played around and wasted almost 2 years of my life. Despite all that my friend, I am bitter yes but one thing I'm not is vengefull, I still wish her well and that some day she stop deceiving herself and live up to her full potential...I even lacked the good judgement to think it wise to text her to ask how she was cuz I was concerned but faultered when reality sunk back in and reminded me that isn't such a good idea
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Word. Long time no see. I hardly ever go on this waste of a sight ether.. But I saw mark a few months ago, he was ranting about you being a shithead or something.. it was, annoying. I miss you.
awww I miss you too sweetie...how are you?? any plans on coming up to Portland?
yeah it is annoying and the funny thing is, I still, to this day do not know what it is I did that was soooo horribly wrong and nobody else does either. According to him, everyone knows cuz they see the guilt in my face but funny thing is, the only one of our friends that know, are because I told them he hates me for no reason LOL...I'm surprised he even mentioned me to you.
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I've also recently found out that it is indeed a small world, and have met some past enemies[?] of yours.. When I get a chance i'll drop you an email about it.
Take care!
[psst.. Finally found your band on myspace and added them a few days ago :P ]
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I missed you...I didn't die, I've been really busy getting my shit together and my life in order and all my hard work has paid off in spades :D
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youre still mad at her? fuck, I thought you were over it already.
just forget she exists, there's no reason to continue applying any sort of relevance to your life here, let alone to put this much energy on someone you're never going to come across again, leaving the totality of your future unmolested. youre putting way too much effort into someone who doesnt exist to you.
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FYI: over that I became a long time ago my friend, if I weren't, we wouldn't be talking ;)
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yeah it is annoying and the funny thing is, I still, to this day do not know what it is I did that was soooo horribly wrong and nobody else does either. According to him, everyone knows cuz they see the guilt in my face but funny thing is, the only one of our friends that know, are because I told them he hates me for no reason LOL...I'm surprised he even mentioned me to you.
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