making a yearly appearance for such purpose as to allow anyone who still lurks within the livejournal shell that yes, despite emotional vital signs, I'm still alive. I once thought such suffering, as once felt in my youth would dissipate with the passing of age but I find this model of reality to be quite to the contrary. A large part inside feels
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That's probably the only reason i'm still sane at this moment.. Although, to the outside viewers I might seem quite the opposite when i'm laughing hysterically.
Once you accept, it is very likely that things will change. I can't explain how or why. Maybe it is no longer dwelling on the immediate bad.
Yea I know I sound all hippie optimistic and shit, but fuck man it helps.
Anyways, take care. We need to chat more often.
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and ultimately I know what you say to be truth, tis the harsh realization I was gifted with since birth but it never makes the act itself any easier
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And let's be honest.. I miss you in general. :/
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