hmm...so you like this guy, but you have a boyfriend right now? tough. kinda been in your situation but i imagine loads of people have. okay, so i can't tell you what to do, but you kinda have to weigh it out. are you and your boyfriend going anywhere, like can you imagine being with him in a week, month, year etc? same goes for the other guy. if you break up with your boyfriend (that's the problem, yes?) will you need time to get over it? from what your entry said, it seems like alex likes you as much - but can you see yourself with him in the future? i personally think it's better to end a relationship before it goes wrong and you end up hating one another - it IS more painful but it'll be better in the long term as you don't (usually) fall out with the guy. although it depends on the guy, i spose. lol. anwyay hope that helped but i shall warn you now, i am the girl who is currently hooking up with her ex despite the fact that she despises him. haha. good luck on your situation xxx
Urghhh hmmm last night I was soo stresed out about it all, hmm I dont know alex is just i dont know I dont think he does 'love me' because he didnt speak to me for a month and then it was me who said hey or w/e. but then last night I called Nathan Alex on the phone and he wasnt toooo happy about it....but I covered up ok and he seemed to be ok with it in the end and we talked about it and I told him alex was always going to be a friend and stuff... I WILL forget about alex because I know he wont ever be able to trea me like Nathan does and I think Im the luckiest kid in the world to have Nathan, its just my fuck tard nes always wanting what I cant have lol.
Why are you hooking up with a guy you hate? lol hope it goes ok with that though =]
And thanks =]] Some live journal people are just tooo nice =]]
ahh dear...well, you're only 15. it's not like it's gonna be some major relationship - althouhg people our age seem to have them. i don't get that. if you don't completely feel right about alex, your gut feeling is probably right.
hah, well, the story is that he walked me home after a party where we were both wasted and ended up sleeping over at my house (don't need to tell you how that went). but we haven't told anyone - so in public he flirts with my friends and generally pretends nothing ever happened, which breaks my heart. i know he's going to hurt me and i can't get over him when he's still around so...it's a lose/lose situation. grr.
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I WILL forget about alex because I know he wont ever be able to trea me like Nathan does and I think Im the luckiest kid in the world to have Nathan, its just my fuck tard nes always wanting what I cant have lol.
Why are you hooking up with a guy you hate? lol hope it goes ok with that though =]
And thanks =]] Some live journal people are just tooo nice =]]
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if you don't completely feel right about alex, your gut feeling is probably right.
hah, well, the story is that he walked me home after a party where we were both wasted and ended up sleeping over at my house (don't need to tell you how that went). but we haven't told anyone - so in public he flirts with my friends and generally pretends nothing ever happened, which breaks my heart. i know he's going to hurt me and i can't get over him when he's still around so...it's a lose/lose situation. grr.
i hate boys. lol. xx
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