6 days and counting. I'm off today. Today I have to finish cleaning the house, and start working on the back yard. Brian did the front yard yesterday and it looks simply fantastic. He got bales of hay and pumpkins and 9 brand new mums for the planter. I'm so proud. He did such a good job ( Read more... )

Two months until the day I'll be getting married!

I would like to say Happy Birthday to my Leo Sister Sommer, who I miss terribly. Some of my very favorite memories are with her. I LOVE YOU GIRLIE

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For those of you who didn't know Ive been looking for a job the past 4 weeks. A month with no income is very scary ( Read more... )

Winston Churchill - "Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm."

Lockdown

There are so very many things that I hate right now and so little that I love. It is a fucked up moment when you realize that so much of your time and thought goes to anger. My focuses are clearly skewed. Its time for change. We'll see if I've got the balls ( Read more... )

Here's to trying to use this thing more often. Free therapy. Ive been wracking by brain lately. Knowing I am just panicking. Knowing I freak when the binds tighten. My first instinct is to run. But thats the opposite of what I need to be doing. I just hope its not a mistake ( Read more... )

sigh growl spit. Goddamn this fickle mind of mine. There is nothing I would rather be than satisfied wtih what I have. Unfortunately I am forever in search of the next thing. Improvement, upgrades, systematic betterment. I can't be comfortable in my own skin. There's always room for improvement.