I want to write something but I don't wanna sound uber optimistic even though I kinda am. Well now. It makes a change from pessimism.  I think I'll make a random list of music instead. Things that I've been listening to a lot lately and that I'll listen to even more now my exams are over and I can do fuck all else. Lets see..

Elastica - Connection

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(My new favourite song - Pixies:Debaser)

Conscious self
Overall self

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Woo hoo Nicola has a date :P ( Read more... )

Me is happy. Well just calm. Jack sent me another message this afternoon :) I'm so happy to hear he's well. I'm still sticking to my promise. I think in my head I was thinking about doing 'the thing' at 19 but by next year I'll be in uni hopefully so I won't have the money. But when I'm older I will ( Read more... )

Something really unexpected just happened. I got an e-mail from Jack. Jack. I don't really know what to think at the moment lol, I hadn't forgotten him I just didn't expect to hear from him. Actually I thought about him when i was online..either last night or the one before and decided to go on habbo to see if he'd left any messages or anything ( Read more... )

I don't think putting my paint brushes in my mouth after painting is good for me. White spirit damages the lungs. gahh

Finished the wedding photos. yay. Just aid's beach ones left. I'm happy. And I'm going to see Primal Scream sooon. So I'm happy. But I've got work later. So my happiness is in an egg timer, its gonna drain away slowly until it gets to 5 then I'll feel crappy. But then I'll get to work and have an espresso and be happy again. Such simple things hehe