...right now. Busy! Busy ( Read more... )

Things are looking up. Ate right and seriously cleaned house last week. Now it feels weird and empty without all the crap piled up everywhere, and I almost feel bored. Have plenty more to do, and I'm going to try to keep on keeping on until it's all free and clear. This state seems very fragile but I keep reminding myself, behaviors only take ( Read more... )

Last week ( Read more... )

...at Mommom & Poppop's house.  We're there on vacation and M&D are planning every little thing we're going to do.  We are looking at framed pictures and Mommom starts to cry.  I take her in my arms and we sway back and forth.  No one is distressed over this - we act as if it's a common occurrence, like a crying baby ( Read more... )

I hardly remember any of it. From 6 to 9:30 ( Read more... )

And what a dream it gave me ( Read more... )

Was babysitting a toddler at somebody's house. I'd get distracted and she'd creep off somewhere. Found her sitting in the cupboard under the sink playing in corrosive powder. Started eating into her skin - I grabbed her and jumped into the shower, which seemed to help somewhat. Still all these red angry-looking spots on her sweet little arms, ( Read more... )

Last night - something about the old church again - boring ( Read more... )

Another visit from someone I've dreamt of only once before - this time it involved seduction ( Read more... )

Chose a black cat with orange under, rising to a point on her chin, for my pet - big friendly cuddly cat. Told Dan this one looked the best and he pointed out that her belly was sagging down to the ground, but I said that was usually the case anyway once they got older. Thought about calling her Pumpkin. (I dream about cats a lot, but a new one ( Read more... )