I've cried the last 3 days b\c of stupid ass school.

&& all the boys effing calling me depressed & shit has been pissing me off to no end!

&& they wonder why I am pissed off all the time. haha.

horseback riding saturday.
wooooo

monday my internent comes back to MY house!  yay!

<3

mike needs to leave me alone.

everywhere i go & he's there he's staring at me!!!

then when i'm talking to bubbles he walks up on our conversation.

WTF!

he knows i don't wanna talk to him again so he needs to go somewhere.

well i've been in a good mood lately.

i want to go quading again!

i don't know what to talk about...

<3

well Holly is talking to me again!
yay!

my english teacher is a lying whore. lmao!
she talked to my effing mom today about my agenda book and said i didn't turn in my paper. stupid bitch.

ugh. well i'm not in trouble. thank god!

umm. thomas still likes me and he's really getting in my nerves with this whole thing. bleh.

things are just so effed up lately.

soo many people ((boys)) are assholes!

i dunno what to do anymore!

i'm so fed up with the boys right now!

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

i'm so confused right now.
i think i like somebody but i'm scared to find out how he feels about me.
UGH!

well i went to philly today for my trip.
we didn't follow directions and went to south st.
for my first time.
i had alot of fun until the bus ride came.
i thought that finding somebody else would help me.
it only makes things the way they were.

i knew that turning to another boy would make me go back to how i was before.

nobody likes to comment me anymore!
gosh!!!

lol

love ya all

i thought that being with him would actually make me happier
and now i know that it doesnt

&& it really sucks because i like my ex((not mike)) again.
&& i think he likes me too but i dont want to make that choice again
every coice i make turns into a heartbreak.

i dont understand my emotions anymore.
i wish this would all go away.

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well everything's been going good.((so far))
don't know what's gunna happen next.((bleh))
hope everything turns out well.((hoping))

anyways. i've been doing the same thing all week.
it feels so good to finally get out of my house for 3 days straight!
but i have to go home tonight. ugh.
i have to work on my stupid ass research paper all weekend.
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