I see that you take advantage of people. I had seen this for a long time and never really cared too much about it until it was done to me. I will never take the time to defend you in my life again ( Read more... )

I dont know what I want anymore. One day Im all good and happy with what I have and where Im at in life. Then 20 mins. later Im ready to start killing everyone and every thing around me. I get a sick feeling in my stomach when I think about what I have become. Ive sold myself short on so many things in my life. I could have done better in so many ( Read more... )

Yeah, I know. Its been a while since Ive done this. I was thinking,and I do that a lot,man must make something up to worship or to hold above himself to feel as if he is wanted. I read alot of books and the only person to only come out and say it was Fredrick Nietzsche. He has alot to say about life. I know hes dead but read one of his books and ( Read more... )

Just another day in the destructive path I walk. I destroyed some lives the other day with a little help of a friend. Just doing a little part to keep the world beautiful. Have to keep the ugly people from breeding. Just a friendly reminder from your neighborhood Sandman. Love you all. THE END JUSTIFIES THE MEANS.

Yeah this is like the first update Ive done since I can remember. What is there to say. Im a different person. I have my crack that keeps me hyper. I dont think you would understand. I keep the voices that tell me to kill and to destroy the people around me. So far Ive done just that. I will keep this rein of terror going. Fuckers, if you have me ( Read more... )

Just another day for me, a little on edge today though due to workin out. I do this too often any more. I get upset and start to lift. The more I do the more anger builds up. It used to not be like this. I would get angery and work out to get rid of the over whelming urge to kill someone or something. Just the more I think about why im made the ( Read more... )

Knock at the door, upon arrival to the door I noticed no ones around. Look down and this beautiful crafted black wooden box sets. Sealed with a wax lotus on it. Seems so attractive, but can it contain some kind of bomb or even worse a couple of fingers from one of my friends that have went and put there nose into something that they didnt need to ( Read more... )

Take me home and feed me. I promise to leave right after, that is if you mind me stayin the night. You see i lost my right nut tryin to get over this fence and havent eatin in a couple of days. I sold too much blood to the Red Cross and cant get rid of any more. Dumpster divin isnt my thing. I might get mad cow from a have eaten cow brain ( like we ( Read more... )

Ugggghhhh. Yeah, today is just another day. Pretty much nothing to say about it other than its early and im already bored with it. New Hatebreed, which I can d/l now thanks to bill, kicks ass. Just makes you want to get up and beat someones head in ( Read more... )

Words couldnt even begin ( Read more... )