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[vendettachaser]

its starting to hit me now. but its the hardest on the weekends when im so bored here. The homesickness, Friedensau is so boring on the weekends and i have no car or means of transportation (which by the way is absolulty horrid for a southern Californian, we need our cars). So yeah bored and hanging around and all i can think about is going home

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[victimlies]

Fighting is what we do. And its a good thing that we were taught so well.
I miss you so much. I'm sorry that you're homesick. The Ocean misses you. She told me. Everytime i say in Evil Betty's voice "open de mouth!" lorna laughs and i know she thinks of you. Something in her eyes just lights up like she remembers where it came from.
But, under the circumstances we're doing very well. Dad and I have a blast ripping apart each others grammar, watching game shows... etc.

[vendettachaser]

could you tell dad that i love him or something, i never get emails or anything from him, and its not like i can just call him up, i was thinking of signing up for the internet phone and all calls cost 1.9c a minute. then i can call all you all.

[chaschmalim]

Good for you for sticking it out...
I know it's hard but don't let past experiences taint your current ones. Cass and Ashley are different people...yes, it's good to learn from the past but never let it turn you into a cynicist.
From what you've told me over our little online chats, she sounds like she makes you really happy. That's what you should concentrate on; the distance will be difficult but if it's meant to be, you'll absolutely get through it. I speak from experience; I've been in a long-distance relationship for two years now [although your situation and my situation are very different in themselves]. And if, a little cliche, absence does indeed makes the heart grow fonder :)

[vendettachaser]

couldnt one also say, "out of sight, out of mind"? oh and i believe that we will be in london for new years eve and new years day, so you got to hook us up and tell us where the party is.

[chaschmalim]

Yeah, you could indeed say that too...but I always like to stick with the positive, haha :)
And oh definitely! New years eve and new years day, what a great time to be in London. I'll be sure to show you where it's all happening!