Uncle Roy passed away. he was on his boat fishing when he had a heart attack and fell in the water. I don't know if he died because of the heart attack or if he drowned in the water. I loved Roy... he was awesome. Now hes gone.

I had another dream last night about getting shot in the chest. Another re-occuring dream, i either get stabbed in the guts or shot in the chest. the wierd thing is I always feel it, it's really painfull. Sometimes I even wake up and feel the pain, it sucks. Last night i woke up and i thought i was bleeding and i couldn't breathe, like a bullet was ( Read more... )

sometimes reading american history can be a bit discouraging. Although "white" America has "progressed" much in the past few hundred years, it seems as though those ends never justified the means. What is the cost of being the most powerfull nation in the world. The discracefull uglyness of slavery, cheating and stealing land from the Natives, ( Read more... )

Sometimes i get fustrated with people, and when that happens i can usually put together some words that line up with my thoughts ( Read more... )

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I can honestly say that i have very little to regret so far in my life, everything has been some type of learning expierence and i wouldn't do any of it over ( Read more... )

It's almost October... I can't freakin' wait. I freakin'love October. It's a dressing up, pumkin carving, drunken, debautchery filled time of year when almost everyone on the planet lets go and says "fuck it" so they can have a good time. Holloween is the less stressed filled holoday there is, because you dont have to buy a bunch shit for a bunch ( Read more... )

Im back in school ( Read more... )

im off again to yosemite for the weekend and then to vegas for the wedding. Ive been getting alot of positive atention from the females down in San Diego, which leads me to believe that the women in WWC are the ones who are fucked up, and not me. My friends down here are all genuine real people who just enjoy life and being around other good people ( Read more... )

i went to mex's wedding on saturday.

it was the best time we ahave all had in a long time. and i hooked up with this really cute brides maid, and yeah... it was good. i'm going to try to get ahold of her sometime maybe we will go out or something if she even remembers me. lol