I'm so pissed off right now. I need a big change. Like schoolwise. I was going crazy in my old school, and its not even about the work. I know I will get work wherever I go. I just need a change and I need you guys to support me and don't tell me that im going to fail or things like that. It really makes me feel like shit when you tell me all the ( Read more... )

It snowed alot yeah i said it even though its pretty obvious. but i dont have to go to school tomorow which is fun. I feel bad because tomorow is supposed to be jens last day and i wanna be there for it. hopefully she will come in tuesday though.bleh. im so bored.

I had a relapse of wed. and it sucked. I really want to get better and i want to go back to school. Princeton House is very laid back and i spend most of the day just lying on couches and talking to my new friends. but i miss school as much a i hate to admit it. well here i dont get homework so thats always good. and im only doing work for school ( Read more... )

So yeah im currently in princeton house because of the depression and some other things. I dont know how its gonna end up. The people im meeting there are really fucking awesome but until i get out of there i cant actually hang out with any of them according to the rules. i miss miss toxic and gary and penyez and dina and everyone at school. it ( Read more... )

Im bored and tired. I have a headache. Im waiting for my aunt and my cousins to come over. It was a really long night I didnt get to bed till about 7:30. I have had the worst headache for a really long time. I need to actually really sleep tonight.

I dont even know where to start. I really dont know how i got into this depression again. I dont understand it. I think im happy one day and the next im just fucking out of it. I talked to Greg G. most of you probably dont know him. but its so weird. I was really on the edge of completely breaking down tonight. and i would of. but then he decided ( Read more... )

So for the most part this winter break has been pretty good. Im really not sure what im going to do tomorow. I guess i will go into school but just thinking about it makes me feel pretty shitty. I dont know. Over the break I went to chillies with gary zeynep greg and tara. I broke a plate at barnes and noble while me greg and gary had sex boks at ( Read more... )

Happy New Year everyone!

I got bit by a mouse. Stupid fucker.

Ok i got this new blowdryer for my hair and its seriously like the devil. everytime i try to dry my hair half the lights go out and nothing works in my room or my brothers and my parents and the computer is on but the lights down here are out? what the fuck. damn thing.