its jon all over again.

not much goin on, got a good future deal on some coke. a gram and a half for $60. gotta love paco. i'm over a mikeys right now. we stayed up all night watching movies and web surfing on a gay ass dial up lol. well gotta go we're heading out. peace out nigga's!

p.s. check out my myspace profile for a funny ass movie.

ok, so. i haven't updated in a while 'cause things have been rough at muh ma's house. not to mention that i've not been home 3 or 4 nights out of the week. things between me and Arie are kinda in a stand still. she started school again, 6pm to 10pm, and i haven't talked in like a week and a half. i dont really want to talk to her in the "state of ( Read more... )

in the end all, and i mean ALL, promises are empty. there isn't a promise that i've made that i want to keep anymore. the way things are going in my life, i shouldn't of even opened my mouth. the reason we cant be friends is because we have to refuse to be attracted to each other, thats the only difference. that and because we know each others true ( Read more... )

got back from the hospital and i'm feeling different. i'm actually able to speak from my cold and lonely heart. i just posted some comments and now i cant think of anything...

ya know i almost gave up on life again... seill thinking about it.i came to the conclusion that my life isn't working, then i shouldn't be in any relationship i dont think i should have any friends either. life so sucks.

my birthday was ok, but only ok because i hate getting older. thank you all who came, and thank you Shirley for rounding up the crew, and making sure they came.

yay i'm so excited... my birthday is tomorrow and yeah, big bonfire at my house in orion twp. so if anyone is coming please bring some alky i dont want to break tradition and not drink on my b-day.but i want as many peeps from the pontiac crew to come, i miss you guys. so please pass this on if and when you read this. and if you need directions ( Read more... )

if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want, good or bad. when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your livejournal and be surprised -- or mortified -- about what people remember about you.

if anyone really wants to know what i am like, look up IandIalone. its part of my past that i dont want to bring up. i feel sick now.