Hey Everybody...

[vendettazen]

It's been a while... My father got through his colon surgery well and has basically recovered. Everyone else is doing good except Zedd has another mammary tumour. She's also 2 now so I am a bit worried about her... Something is telling me she's not going to be with me for an awful lot longer. I hope I'm wrong. She's really the sweetest creature on

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[xonaraatamax]

glad to hear things are well.

[laid_waste]

It's good to know that everything is alright with you, you should write more often ;)

[vivisekt]

Yeah, you should write more often. I don't know if you read my journal anymore but I just wanted to let you know that Robbie died last weekend. Surely you remember him. He only hung out with us virtually every day you were here.

I am a wreck. He was my best friend of 13 years and his death just came out of no where. I wish you were available to talk to us.

Glad your father's surgery went well and that you are still alive and breathing.

[vendettazen]

Oh my god... Katie... Oh god.. I think of him often and never did I get any feeling about that. I am so so sorry. So fucking sorry.. God... I really can't convey how sorry I am. I still have the decorated box he gave me the seahorse in.. and the Testamints.. and the seahorse. I feel horrible. Please, do try to email me/call me/whatever when you feel you are up for it. Again, I am so sorry and I do know how you'd have to be hurting right now. I love you guys. I will talk to you soon, I hope...

[vendettazen]

Fuck... I just really can't believe this.. He was the funniest freakin' guy I ever met and you even said he wasn't at his peak while I was there. I really enjoyed his company. I don't understand. He was young and I didn't know there was anything wrong with him. What in hell happened? Was he sick? I just really can't believe it.. I just want there to be something I can do to help you and Christian. I just don't know what to do.. I can't imagine how surreal and earth shattering this is for you.. Actually, I can.. and that's why I just feel there is nothing I can say to help you. I know if I was in your place and had lost Scott nothing anyone could say would help me... still... I am so sorry, Katie... so sorry...

[vivisekt]

He was only 30. He partied way too much in his short life and it caught up with him more or less. I do not want to get into the details of how/why he died, online. Chris and Kelly and I promised one another never to let anyone know, or at least anyone here in this small, shitty, judgemental town. Rob doesn't deserve the judgement of these people and I am afraid of it getting around since everyone and their brother is on live drivel or myspace now. I would love to call you but I think I forgot your area code and the first 3 digits of your number. Neither Chris or I have been able to stop thinking about him. Everywhere we go we have memories of doing things with Rob. I am in shock. It came out of no where. I rely on my instincts but I had NO warning, nothing like I expected to have when the time came. He truly was brilliant and beyond witty and clever, I loved him deeply even though he pissed me off a lot because of his carelessness with himself and his lifestyle