comfort. (i'm always here for you)
title: comfort. (i'm always here for you)
pairing: mark/jinyoung
rating: pg-15?
summary: ~1k. unbeta'd. mark is upset of himself.
a/n: for pinkishlilac, as always. and lucxrios.
this fic contains so many dialogue. ; A;
and inspired by angry + frustrated mark at dream concert!
"..i told you it is fine, hyung." jinyoung said as mark angrily yanking off his white dress shirt on the dressing room. they are left alone since the members think it would be the best for jinyoung to calm mark down.
"it is not, park jinyoung." jinyoung flinches as mark said his full name. mark only does that whenever he is way beyond upset about some things.
"when will you listen to me?" jinyoung pressed. "i just want you to calm down, hyung. you don't need to blame everything on yourself.." jinyoung says calmly, trying to meet mark's eyes as he talks.
"you don't understand, jinyoung! it is not you who let the fans down by your stupid performance!" mark snapped even more, busying himself with a towel to wipe the sweats off his body.
mark is upset. jinyoung knows about it. jinyoung knows mark is upset that the performance earlier is messed up and mark blames himself for it. and jinyoung knows it is not mark's fault. it's the sound system's fault, everyone knows that. but mark is afraid that everything will go downhill and so on.
jinyoung knows that mark has shows his best, jinyoung knows that mark is the best but why is it so hard for mark to convinced his own self that it is not mark's fault. frustrated, jinyoung sighs, looking at his favorite hyung, his boyfriend, before speaking up.
"talk to me when you need to talk to me," jinyoung says, voice low. "i just want to be here for you, like what i've always do. but you always push me away for some uncerntain reason." he continues, turning his heels and walks out from the dressing room to meet the others.
the following events are pure history as jinyoung is busying himself mingling with the other got7 members and the other idol at the ending of dream concert. but the tension of the van is clear between jinyoung and mark. jaebum regret it though, putting mark and jinyoung in the same van when the youngest of the three is sulky and didn't want to talk to anyone.
once they have reached the dorm, everyone (except jinyoung) is dragging mark tot he living room and sit in circle, mark is in the middle. everyone is glaring holes at mark and mark only laugh sheepishly.
"uh.." mark begin,
"mark hyung.." jaebum cuts him off, as the leader of the group, jaebum really needs to make realize that everything is not mark's fault."it is not your fault, hyung. the sound system is error, and it is totally not your fault that we, (jaebum emphasis the word we) messed the girls girls girls performance," jaebum smiles, looking at his hyung.
"mine and jinyoung's mic is screwed too at the end, you know?" and mark nods, mark realize that their mics is screwed too at the end of the performance and he feels stupid, somehow.
"it will never be your fault, mark," jackson said, punching his bestfriend's arm and mark laughs,
"i know.." mark begins. it is hard for mark to open up to anyone in general and he only does that to jackson for years. but now mark realize, everyone in this group, his second family, is supporting him and waiting for the day mark will share his own burden.
"i just feel so overwhelmed. we prepare for this stage for so long but i end up messing my rap part. i just don't want everyone to be disappointed at me and looking down at me." he breathes out as he finishes his own words.
everyone smiles at him. and giving him all of the encouragement he needed and mark cries, at this least moment, he cries out because mark feels thankful that he got the best family that always care about him and being there for him. he feel thankful, that someone, or five person is here to hug him and wash his worry away.
upon realizing there is one body that is missing, mark gets up and walks to that somebody's room. knocking it lightly afraid that he will get a pillow hitting his face if he gets inside abruptly. mark hears jinyoung said, "wait a min." before the sliding foor is opened, showing a messy and almost ready to go to the bed jinyoung.
"so you decided to need me." jinyoung says, voice soft and mark smiles.
"i need you, always, jinyoungie. let me come in?" jinyoung nods. letting his boyfriend come inside his room and jinyoung slides close his room's door. "i want to sleep," mark says as jinyoung is settled down next to him on jinyoung's bed. "then sleep," the younger chuckle.
"not before you tell me about how proud you are of me, jinyoungie." mark said, voice low as he is looking at his boyfriend's eyes directly.
"....hyung." jinyoung sighs. you know i am so proud of you right? i really am proud of you. but sometimes, you are just oo annoying. you blame yourself for something that you shouldn't feel guilty of." jingyoung rambles about how proud he is to his boyfriend and mark just let him talk. because jinyoung is so cute while he talks sleepily, his lips is pursed into a real cute pout as he talks.
and mark leans closer to kiss jinyoung's lips. something that he has been dying to do ever since earlier but he hadn't get the chance to do so earlier. mark kisses jinyoung like his life is depended on him. and jinyoung replies the kiss. their kiss is full of total adoration and love. mark breaks the kiss after awhile, panting hardly as he rest his forehead on jinyoung's and he smiles, pecking the younger's lips again.
"i love you, jinyoung." mark says, his smile never leave his lips.
"and i love you too, tuan." jinyoung smiles back, circling his arm around mark's neck, and mark automatically put his arm around jinyoung's waist. squeezing it.
huddled up together under the thick duvet, mark and jinyoung falls asleep, with jinyoung's head tucked underneath mark's chin, his arms is curled on his chest, as his head is using mark's arm as a pillow. and mark's just hug jinyoung's waist closer to his, tangling their legs together.
pairing: mark/jinyoung
rating: pg-15?
summary: ~1k. unbeta'd. mark is upset of himself.
a/n: for pinkishlilac, as always. and lucxrios.
this fic contains so many dialogue. ; A;
and inspired by angry + frustrated mark at dream concert!
"..i told you it is fine, hyung." jinyoung said as mark angrily yanking off his white dress shirt on the dressing room. they are left alone since the members think it would be the best for jinyoung to calm mark down.
"it is not, park jinyoung." jinyoung flinches as mark said his full name. mark only does that whenever he is way beyond upset about some things.
"when will you listen to me?" jinyoung pressed. "i just want you to calm down, hyung. you don't need to blame everything on yourself.." jinyoung says calmly, trying to meet mark's eyes as he talks.
"you don't understand, jinyoung! it is not you who let the fans down by your stupid performance!" mark snapped even more, busying himself with a towel to wipe the sweats off his body.
mark is upset. jinyoung knows about it. jinyoung knows mark is upset that the performance earlier is messed up and mark blames himself for it. and jinyoung knows it is not mark's fault. it's the sound system's fault, everyone knows that. but mark is afraid that everything will go downhill and so on.
jinyoung knows that mark has shows his best, jinyoung knows that mark is the best but why is it so hard for mark to convinced his own self that it is not mark's fault. frustrated, jinyoung sighs, looking at his favorite hyung, his boyfriend, before speaking up.
"talk to me when you need to talk to me," jinyoung says, voice low. "i just want to be here for you, like what i've always do. but you always push me away for some uncerntain reason." he continues, turning his heels and walks out from the dressing room to meet the others.
the following events are pure history as jinyoung is busying himself mingling with the other got7 members and the other idol at the ending of dream concert. but the tension of the van is clear between jinyoung and mark. jaebum regret it though, putting mark and jinyoung in the same van when the youngest of the three is sulky and didn't want to talk to anyone.
once they have reached the dorm, everyone (except jinyoung) is dragging mark tot he living room and sit in circle, mark is in the middle. everyone is glaring holes at mark and mark only laugh sheepishly.
"uh.." mark begin,
"mark hyung.." jaebum cuts him off, as the leader of the group, jaebum really needs to make realize that everything is not mark's fault."it is not your fault, hyung. the sound system is error, and it is totally not your fault that we, (jaebum emphasis the word we) messed the girls girls girls performance," jaebum smiles, looking at his hyung.
"mine and jinyoung's mic is screwed too at the end, you know?" and mark nods, mark realize that their mics is screwed too at the end of the performance and he feels stupid, somehow.
"it will never be your fault, mark," jackson said, punching his bestfriend's arm and mark laughs,
"i know.." mark begins. it is hard for mark to open up to anyone in general and he only does that to jackson for years. but now mark realize, everyone in this group, his second family, is supporting him and waiting for the day mark will share his own burden.
"i just feel so overwhelmed. we prepare for this stage for so long but i end up messing my rap part. i just don't want everyone to be disappointed at me and looking down at me." he breathes out as he finishes his own words.
everyone smiles at him. and giving him all of the encouragement he needed and mark cries, at this least moment, he cries out because mark feels thankful that he got the best family that always care about him and being there for him. he feel thankful, that someone, or five person is here to hug him and wash his worry away.
upon realizing there is one body that is missing, mark gets up and walks to that somebody's room. knocking it lightly afraid that he will get a pillow hitting his face if he gets inside abruptly. mark hears jinyoung said, "wait a min." before the sliding foor is opened, showing a messy and almost ready to go to the bed jinyoung.
"so you decided to need me." jinyoung says, voice soft and mark smiles.
"i need you, always, jinyoungie. let me come in?" jinyoung nods. letting his boyfriend come inside his room and jinyoung slides close his room's door. "i want to sleep," mark says as jinyoung is settled down next to him on jinyoung's bed. "then sleep," the younger chuckle.
"not before you tell me about how proud you are of me, jinyoungie." mark said, voice low as he is looking at his boyfriend's eyes directly.
"....hyung." jinyoung sighs. you know i am so proud of you right? i really am proud of you. but sometimes, you are just oo annoying. you blame yourself for something that you shouldn't feel guilty of." jingyoung rambles about how proud he is to his boyfriend and mark just let him talk. because jinyoung is so cute while he talks sleepily, his lips is pursed into a real cute pout as he talks.
and mark leans closer to kiss jinyoung's lips. something that he has been dying to do ever since earlier but he hadn't get the chance to do so earlier. mark kisses jinyoung like his life is depended on him. and jinyoung replies the kiss. their kiss is full of total adoration and love. mark breaks the kiss after awhile, panting hardly as he rest his forehead on jinyoung's and he smiles, pecking the younger's lips again.
"i love you, jinyoung." mark says, his smile never leave his lips.
"and i love you too, tuan." jinyoung smiles back, circling his arm around mark's neck, and mark automatically put his arm around jinyoung's waist. squeezing it.
huddled up together under the thick duvet, mark and jinyoung falls asleep, with jinyoung's head tucked underneath mark's chin, his arms is curled on his chest, as his head is using mark's arm as a pillow. and mark's just hug jinyoung's waist closer to his, tangling their legs together.