I'm a fucking idiot, I poured my heart to him and what did I get? A fucknig slap in the face. But maybe this was a good thing, i don't know. But still I don't deserve someone like Mikey Way. Do you hear that, as much as you may think that you're the one who doesn't deserve anyone, you're wrong ( Read more... )

*sigh* I'm SO sorry Mikey if I said or did anything to hurt you yesterday. I fucked up, I never meant that and I hope you're okay. Um if those flowers start to die out on you, tell and I'll bring you more. :) And know this all those things I told you about how I felt were 100% true.

Honestly don't feel like you can't talk to me now. I'll see you

Just talked to Gerard, its seems like forever since we last spoke. I felt almost like a stranger when we spoke but eh its the distance i think. he's fine for the most part worrying about Mikey in the hospital but who wouldn't. I told him i'd send Mikey some roses while he's in the hospital, Gee thinks its a great idea so i'm definitely going with ( Read more... )

Travis Ritcher! The name that has been at the back of my mind for the last 3 fucking years. I knew him from school, we were friends...if you can even call us that! More like fuck buddies, I think I over did it with the compliments ( Read more... )