Alright so i just got off talking with Val. and man. i might as well block her. .not only does she push things in my face, arg. anyways. lets see. i met a homeless man at mc d's while i was on shift, and he was really nice. .i dont know if he was homeless. . he just smelt. .yesturday i hated work. i felt like leaving but for now its my only pay ( Read more... )

I have one job now. . Mc d's, i know i said it was'nt going well. but i can't do anything about it right now. quiting is'nt an option, because i need the job for rent and stuff. . but im still only working nights 6pm-closing. it is frustrating and the people are so uptight. . loosen up i think. why be upset and yell and be miserable, when you cant ( Read more... )

Alright. so i'vr found 2 jobs, one is during the day 11am-4:30pm but only when he tells me to come in, its a greek restaraunt called "minos" i food prep. the other is 4 days a week 6pm-10pm or 12am. . at mc donalds. im a vegitarian so. . why did i put my resume there ? i was desperate! oh so desperate. after two months of looking for a job, i have ( Read more... )

well. work is now getting on my nerves. and am moving soon. i cant help the feelings of lonelyness. i cant wait to move. but not untill i say my last farewells. i feel theres no reason to stay. will anyone miss me? the ones i truely love. have left me. are gone. so whats the point in caring? after what happend. im glad to be leaving ( Read more... )

Okay, well, now i really need to go, im getting tired of being here, or is it just me? we're moving to kamloops when the house sells. and i can hardly wait. and. after that i plan to go around. go places? um. i broke up with Oliver. i was so nervous. i saw him and Darell yesturday. it was alittle weird. i talked to Darell, he says he doing good. ( Read more... )

okay..im not going to osoyoos, im working at 7-11 still and i still have no clue of what i want. im not forsure if i want to move to kamloops with the family or not. or to stay here..im trying to eat healthy and my coffee intake is much less *yay* im trying to save money. and i need a new phone. while im kamloops 6-9 we went to starbucks almost ( Read more... )

Okay. well, the end of the month is coming nearer and nearer..i've had gone through some tough decisions. i've been hanging out with a friend i met last years summer from the beginning of the time i started working at Sev. since the time i've gotten to know him, we've had sex.god i love him, but do i really? first of all, he gave up on me, because ( Read more... )

arg...work is boring me. a friend i was hanging with last night left me. he said for me to let him go. because he didnt want to get hurt. but i didnt. so just last night, we were sitting at my favorite spot (0_0) the laundry matt! lol. i know, whats so interesting about a boring old not running anymore laundry matt!? well..i met most of the people ( Read more... )

okay, plans are coming into action, i've desided to move to osoyoos with Val. hopfully it'll all work out, i wont exactly finsih school. because right now, things air.nt, going well in class'(socials) consentration is the key i guess, and to study..and you need concentration>>to study. i currently do not have that. which is.nt really helping me ( Read more... )

why does love feel so empty when im with you? whenever you look at them, you've got them hooked..enslaved? if this is love, i dont welcome it. why do i feel like hell? why do i, at any time, welcome you into my arms? why do i care for you?