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And love said no
Sitting here alone.
I should get used to this.
I don't think I can get used to this. -
Use your words!
Artist: Priestess ( Read more... ) -
Cease Fire....
It has come full circle. I found a new boy. A real boy. He is so what I have been looking for and found him in the most unlikely place ( Read more... ) -
ashes to ashes
It was hard and it was difficult...agree with sister not as bad as I expected. I decided before i went that I didn't want to cause a scene and was gling to hold my tongue...nothing was really said that I needed to hold back on. I cried and it was hard...my grandma is dead and I have memories, pictures, all that. Still hard because I wish she was ( Read more... ) -
I am sad...
I am self-concious and offten times my self-esteem is low...I know that I look for self-esteem in guys and the encounters I have with guys... I know this is not healthy in the least. As of right now I don't know how to change this. I should because I talk about this with clients all the time. It pretty much sucks... I like to be liked and ( Read more... ) -
Today was a good day-Ice Cube
So I had to go into work this AM and stayed for about 4 hours and got some much needed work done. I came home to finde my house tore apart (due to getting new air conditioner put in. it is kind of a drag b/c i still need to get in the shower ans all of that business and now random worker guys will be here shortly ( Read more... ) -
conversations with Rod Jove
venomousbride (1:55:13 AM): hi!EscapEarth (1:55:39 AM): ya know. i think im starting to miss you ( Read more... ) -
i am feeling better...i think.
i am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. -
I need to be alone...and think.
I am feeling intospective as of late and I am realizing things about life and people. I don't like it. -
I am so done and so sick of this shit!
I decided I am going to go into emotional hiding, shut down, vacency, etc. You get the idea. I am tired and sick of investing into things and get no return. I HATE being the dependable perso who always is there to offer warm fuzzies and good feelings. Fuck this I am so done. I can't do it anymore. I hate it, it is killing me ( Read more... )