Im REALLY bored.

i like wanna post stuff. but i dunno. im not in the mood for it I guess

I feel ugly today. Really ugly.

My stomach hurts ( Read more... )

I keep gagging on this black and red.

and words. they keep gagging my mouth.

Ive not seen a sunrise in what feels like an eternity...

i hope that i wont do it alone.

I have to pick up becky. and then its off to school..

then.. off to joes.

i think today will be good.

I am afraid to become bitter ( Read more... )

Im so fucking happy i could scream!

Im not even sure if things will work out how i hope they will, but my eyes are open.

thanks mike and tyler, you guys afforded me a chance to think and figure life out. im indebted to you 1000 fold.

im going to run outside in my underwear grab my cloths, and feel about 10,000 times better about life.

sorry joe. i dont mean to dissapoint. but thats just the way of things. I have no money, so i was unable to attend. please forgive me.

edit:

today was the Curb-stomp of my reality.

i guess i need time to pick up the pieces of my teeth and think about it.

... *sigh*