this is really corny but ... whateverrichaDecember 30 2003, 02:04:27 UTC
you're trying too hard erika. i'm sure you already know that, but what you don't know is that if you just let go and if you stop trying so much, you're still going to retain all the positive characteristics you have, and let go of the negative. what makes you erika ..... your idiosyncracies, and that's why i love you. not because of your pursuit for a generic perfection. fuck that. i know this is more of a personal struggle for you, and it may be hard for you to accept yourself. but you also say you want to be loved, and love is a thing to be shared, not a thing that you should be aiming at or trying to achieve in any sense. it just happens with those who surround you and if you can't realize that there are a bunch of us around you who share that love with you, then maybe that's where the problem is. i am always here for you and it just kills me that you have to feel like this, and i can't do anything about it, except maybe share my love.
everything about you. For real. I think you're fun, funny, and pretty. You don't need me to tell you you're smart - your grades prove that! Erika, you're a sensational person. If you ever need help sorting things out, please talk to me. **hugs** I adore you. For real. (and I really miss having you right next door...)
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i know this is more of a personal struggle for you, and it may be hard for you to accept yourself. but you also say you want to be loved, and love is a thing to be shared, not a thing that you should be aiming at or trying to achieve in any sense. it just happens with those who surround you and if you can't realize that there are a bunch of us around you who share that love with you, then maybe that's where the problem is. i am always here for you and it just kills me that you have to feel like this, and i can't do anything about it, except maybe share my love.
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For real.
(and I really miss having you right next door...)
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