Prom isn't all that close, but prom is expensive...

My entirety of funds consists of a total of $76 and about five pounds of change. (roughly estimated at around $15 although I won't be adding that to my calculations)

I personally HAVE (or at least feel obligated) to pay for the following..

my share of the limo fund $67

My ticket into prom $60

and ( Read more... )

What the hell did I do?!  Why is all this stupid stuff happening to me??

First my weekend sucks as stated below.  I accidentally crush Eric then successfully impale myself upon the bleachers (completely bruising my right side [I can't lift/push/pull anything more than five pounds with my right arm now]).  My braces come off BUT my retainer is ( Read more... )

I hate it when I cry.. makes me feel weak, vulnerable, pathetic

Even if it really wasn't my fault, even if Lawn Gnome's logic is flawless, I will still take the blame, whether I deserve it or not.  Those deserving are either too stupid to realize just how much they screwed our band, or unwilling to even admit that they did something wrong.  I being ( Read more... )

This will be the last time I write something along these lines in such a public place.  I'm tired of complaining, I'm tired of being virtually on the verge of tears, I'm tired of feeling pathetic, and I'm tired of thinking that I'm worrying over things that really just don't matter.

so I have the right to be upset, yes?  Doesn't mean that you care ( Read more... )

I give up!  No one can blame me, I tried!  Rei-cha and Eric are both very important to me, but after a week or so of trying to patch things up, Rei-cha has to go and act like Eric's a freaking rapist again!  Why is she being so immature about it?  She knows that accusing him of such things is what got him angry in the first place, I thought she was ( Read more... )

I wanted to update earlier, I did, I did!  Livejournal just had to kill itself eh?  Well, now that I have the ability to post my thoughts/feelings/etc. again, I do believe I shall

My great-grandma died a couple days ago, last... thursday I believe.  I'm not really upset, but thats just because I didn't know her very well.  Mom and Brian have to go ( Read more... )

So many events, so little time, especially when posting in class.. First semester is almost over, after weighing the good and the bad, I've decided it's mostly bad, but okay somewhat.  See, with the end of the semester comes the realization that I'm that much closer to having to say goodbye to all the friends I've made this year, seeing as about ( Read more... )

Damn I felt like a bitch this morning... I was fuming all yesterday about the whole sleeping thing... He was sick... he wasn't fucking around... I didn't hear the whole story until I talked to him directly... I was so ready to yell at him.. I'm glad I didn't.  I guess I got what I deserved anyways, I tried to lean my head on him... got poked by his ( Read more... )

I understand that with the guys I'm into... I'll NEVER come first, there will ALWAYS be Video games or something ahead of me... But damn!  To come after SLEEP?!?  I'm insulted on so many levels...  I can... well... put UP with not coming to school because he felt like sleeping in... I think it's stupid, especially when he says he's NOT going to be ( Read more... )

Holy Jeebus, I can't believe I have school tomorrow O.o I'm really happy because I get to see Eric and I haven't seen him since he came over for dinner... but I dont' think I'm ready to get up at six in the morning ><  I have a lot of things I have to remember to bring to school tomorrow too!!  Four manga, Jason's present, all the school related ( Read more... )