HEHEHEhe, the most perfect thing has happened. Ivan has asked me to move in with him over at his tri cities apartment cuz he needs a roomate. I am so happy, Ivan is like perfect and super cute and has more gay friends that you could shake a stick at. He wants me to live with him and i am so finding it hard to stay here in my hell hole of a house. I ( Read more... )

So, lets see not much has happened at all and i just feel like updating cuz i have nothing better to do all day. No, i lie, one thing did happen. I might be moving out to an apartment in like a month and a half. Why you ask, good question. I should start from the beggining ( Read more... )

I have finally gotten my replacement phone. Finally, the number is still the same, the only difference is that now i dont have anyones number, at all. So i basically have to start redoing my phone book, which really sucks cuz that means that i dont have elains so i cant call her to schedule going to watch sweeney todd with her. Oh well, i can ( Read more... )

I have decided to quit my bitching and do something about it, yeah, thats right. I have already printed out a calander, and i am going to go on a diet and start to drink more water and run in the mornings, at least i know i can do the running in the morning thing but the diet might just not work out. Either way, i will be running every morning, so ( Read more... )

Things are beggining to even out, college life is starting to merge with everything else so i can handle it now. Granted, i was up like at four in the morning writing my paper for english, but whatever. Oh, it was hilarious, i went with like two hours of sleep that day, and it was one of the longer days which end up being some of the more common ( Read more... )

My wisdom teeth were pulled out yesterday, and that was about it. No real pain, well, lots of pain but only after the anesthesia wore off and my mouth was no longer numb, just took some vicaden for it though and i was fine. Today i didnt even have to take the vicaden though, no pain, but i only managed to eat a small amount of a bagel, and we dont ( Read more... )

tired of college, i really am, not only the fact that its so stupid and not all i hoped it would be, but just cuz i dont know, i just dont really like the fact that i, you know what, i just dont know. I am unsatisfied with what is going on in my life right now, it feels like everything i do isnt really controlled by what i know i should be doing ( Read more... )

I dont know who did me the favor, i have my suspicions but whatever, of telling dan that i had written about him and then let him read it. I dont understand why you guys would do that, but i just want whoever it is to know that it kind of pisses me off more than anything else because, well its fucking livejournal and if i trust you guys enough to ( Read more... )

I ran today, for the first time since the accident. The sun was setting and the thunderclouds were pink and purple with occasional flashes of lightning. The rain began to fall as my feet began to pump against the gravel. I felt the wind and the rain bite against my face as the clouds around me danced in shades of crimson and lavendar. Water from ( Read more... )

So, i guess its time to start a new chapter. I will try and just look forward, down the path that was chosen for me, not by myself but by fate and chance. Funny though, i had always thought what would happen if i got into a car accident and somehow, i never thought i actually would, not like that anyway. Fiona came to visit me today, with colin, oh ( Read more... )