Well lets see, hmm, first and foremost, i must tackle the kelsi and dan situation and my views on it. To begin with, you need to get over him darling. He might be the nicest guy in the world but obviously this generosity does not seem to be in your direction. I am only saying what i think is obvious and what i think you really need to know. Cuz ( Read more... )

ooookay, havent written for a while, theres probably a reason for that that i still havent figured out. Things have been going pretty decent lately, not much bad and not to great. I tried out for Jeckyl and Hyde and didnt quite make the cut, oh well, thats just to bad. Not much i can do but wait to get the bad news firsthand so that i can really be ( Read more... )

fires of hell burn on this earth ( Read more... )

i am listening to aica in yearbook, talk about hilarious, hahaha, god it never does get any less funny. Anyway, not much has been up, just kinda need to catch up in all of my classes, he, not sure thats ever going to happen, oh well.

sorry about that cheesy ass post, i was just feeling like i needed to do something that would make me feel good about myself and that would get a message across to poteet in a way that would make some sense in my head more than in anybody elses, i dont know if i did that. Meanwhile, i would like to apologize to both amber and fiona, i have come to ( Read more... )

i walk outside, the sun is shining yet i feel the slight drizzle of the rain fall on my face. I look up and the whole sky is blue, the kind of sky that makes you wish to god you had been born with wings instead of arms, yet across the sky a cold cloud holds its ground. Like a vicious smear across a new piece of paper it sits, staring and dampening ( Read more... )

Well, i am finally off the pills for good, screw that whole process thing, i am not an addictive person when it comes to drugs, trust me i am really not. I am not having any kind of withdrawals or anything, but those stupid anti depressants were really doing a number on me, i am just fine without them, yes i am. I have even been able to sleep past ( Read more... )

Wow, its amazing how time makes everything change, no matter how small amount of time it truly is. I am now feeling quite a bit better, well thats a lie, a lot better. I am very grateful for not getting a part, i really dont have time for it and i think that Mr. Campbell understands that and thats why he didnt give me a part, hopefully anyway. ( Read more... )

didnt cut it, again, i told you so doesnt quite say what i want to say to tall the little people who told me to try out. I knew i wasnt going to, why do i do this to myself and then actually hope and think that i might get a part when i knew deep down that i wouldnt, i hate this bullshit.