i'm really terrified of losing everyone around me. brian is staying in buenos aires forever, and he's my best friend, and he really understands me (even though we fight a lot, and most of the time for stupid things). carlos used to be my best friend (forever ago!) or at least a very close one, and now he does a lot of drugs. and hardly has time for ( Read more... )

cafe con leche, books we've read a million times, feel-good movies, cookies, colored pencils, fluffy socks, online Scrabble, and being sleepy.

to go smoke pot with Robert and Annie. And make strange rap songs. And dye hair. And smoke some more pot. And get McDonald's. And dassit.

Not much else to say.

this is incredible. the extent to which you have ruined me had yet to sink in until today. i can't stop crying. it's not the money, it never was. and i AM strong. brian said i was strong. but it's too much. it smothers me in my sleep. i can't breathe. you've changed everything...your actions have changed my life, my perspective. but today...was ( Read more... )

it's very important to be aware of the difference between being "alone" and being "lonely ( Read more... )

my dad and i went to lunch at one of my biggest comfort zones--this old theater turned into a bookstore/café. everything is gold and very opulent, and the balconies are strown with armchairs to sit and read in. the restaurant is set on the stage, and there is live music coming from a grand piano in the back, and it is all very overwhelming ( Read more... )

i am here, it's cold as hell but the city is so beautiful.
i feel so at home here...i miss a few select people, and i wish they could experience this with me.

we are fucking awesome =)


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I fall down just to give you a thrill
Prop me up with another pill
If I should fail, if I should fold
I nailed my faith to the sticking pole

I think I'm paranoid...

Steal me, deal me, anyway you heal me
Maim me, tame me, you can never change me
Love me, like me, come ahead and fight me
Please me, tease me, go ahead and leave me