..i am now miss has-her-permit.
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Boys are stupid.
School is stupid.
I wish I didn't have to go to college,
cuz that means it comes with all
that pressure from family, etc.
I need to take a nice trip away from home.
I need some sanity talks.
I need GOD.
But I feel that I'm drifting.
Why is it that whenever
I need God the most,
that that's when
I DON'T turn to Him?

This is lame.

But on a happier ( Read more... )

So it's already the last day of 2007. Pretty crazy, I think. I feel like a part of me is not quite ready to let go of this year. So much has happened and changed, and I really did love this past year. But it's time to let go of it and move on to 2008. Don't get me wrong, I'm really excited for this next year. Something tells me that it's going to ( Read more... )

it's been nearly a month since I last posted anything. A lot has been going on in the last few weeks, and it's just too much for me to really put into words. So much for being an English person, huh?! [: But, I think this quote sums up my current state of mind quite accurately ( Read more... )

I have NO CLUE about what I'm really getting myself into here.
And it kinda scares me, and makes me want to back off.
But I've pushed it this far already.
God, everything will be alright in the end though, right? No matter what happens. Everything will be alright..

...is it really worth it?
...am I just kidding myself into thinking that I'm making any difference anywhere, at all?
...will it matter if I'm here?

I feel like it's freshman year all over again. I find myself thinking about it more often lately. And that kind of scares me. I seriously need some help... I'm so lost on what to do.

t (11:08:34 PM): this right here...
t (11:08:37 PM): is matt's weird moments
venu (11:08:40 PM): yes, it is.
t (11:08:56 PM): for more information, poke matt's pimples
venu (11:09:02 PM): HAHAHAHA.

Yes, this is what I do in my free time while I productively procrastinate - look up recipes to try out. I'm just about famished after looking at so many of these recipes, but here are a couple that I want to try making sometime in the near future... just as soon as I've figured out just how they're gonna be eaten. No, I cannot possibly eat all of ( Read more... )

So after countless hours of researching colleges and endless list making during first period, I think I finally have a pretty nice list of colleges that I think I'll be applying to. At the top of the list? John Hopkins, UCLA and Sac State (in no particular order). Yeahh, steep. Especially when I take into consideration that I'm looking at going ( Read more... )

That's all.