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me and my reena on the last day of sophomore year.
the things health class makes me do.
my favorite postsecret to exist.
marcus in my sunglasses
jersey shore on a cloudy day
something i found in a school bathrooom
scott on senior service day
my new fishie, Larry T. Fish. he's got spunk.
a typical "samsammyreenie" picture.
even better.
some chef taught me how to make it, and it was devoured two minutes post this picture.
victor pac getting a blowjob from a first aid dummy.
i get really happy when he makes this face, because it's so silly.
I'd marry you just because our kids might be this cute (Sean at like .. 7?)
I really love these girls.
me and reena fell asleep on the beach and sammy took a picture
the sky that day.
Hey,
I bet you didn't know that everyday I wake up just because I know that today I'll get to lie next to you and look at you and smile. Now that I'm on the other side of things I know the grass really is greener over here. I love sleeping in your clothes and I bet you didn't know that every second with you makes every second I'm not with you worth the wait. I could fill pages and pages with how much I love you but you already know and you better not forget it. I remember swimming in my pool when I was little, and I used to pretend I was a mermaid. And I'd always wish I had a boy who would save me from the depths of the oceans I was swimming in. I bet you didn't know that. I bet you didn't know that sometimes you make me feel like the prettiest girl in the world when you touch my face and stare right at me. I bet you didn't know that you're beautiful in every sense of the word.
And I bet you didn't know that my friends wish they were us. Even though I can't remember all the smoke that dissipates above our heads doesn't mean that any of this gets forgotten. I bet you didn't know that sometimes I really am shy. I bet you didn't know how much I love to lay in the grass and stare at the sky because the sky is untouched and we can't change it. It goes on forever like we never will, and it's there every single day. You can always depend on it. Or maybe you did know that. I love to hang out with old friends because they remind me why I used to like them so much in all kinds of new ways. And I like new friends too because they don't know that I drink too much sometimes and stay up late thinking or write pages and pages of stupid words. They don't know that it takes substance to make me feel better sometimes and that sometimes I like to be barefoot and sometimes I cry for no reason. But you know, you know and you love me. I don't know if you love me because or in spite of all of that but you do. And I know we're not forever.. but I hope you hold onto me. And that one day, you'll be happy without me but you won't forget me. And when you see my name in the papers like you will, you'll come and find me. Because I won't forget you.